our hearts

i still remember that brisk and cool day, that day we met and my fears were driven away. your perfect smile, your joyous laugh, the way your eyes lit up when we talked about the past. we would sit and talk for hours on end about our secrets and future plans. our friendship started to grow much more. it became a feeling so strong we could not ignore. you told me, it would be for the best, just wait and see. you said tht fate has bought you to me. we believed those words, we thought they were true, but i guess they weren't because now we are through. now you're gone and now i see it was all because, i think its me. i was hurt so badly, yet cared so much. by the only person i loved very much. you deserve the best in everything you do. maybe someday i will see you again, with a smile on your face, hand in hand with me again. until that day comes i will be here, i will be your angel in the light that's so clear. i'll look out for you when you need me the most, i will always be there, and i will not let you down. i love you now and i always will, and even though your not mine now, my heart holds you still. for this is surely true.

ps. sweetesther, here's the one of my poem i promised to post for you to read xoxo