i missed...

today's live and loud concert! fucktardingcheesepie! arggh, and why? i forgot bout it. i got mixed up with the date and day! fuck!

james morrison <3

shitt... die lah. die lah. yes nick, i know youre havin fun with my blog. funny meh? jeezus.. i wanted to go to for the acoustic so badly. sighs. owels, pop one in on the 1st dec. nickyy! remind me, pls. and was supposed to be goin out with jin and min hui today. arggh..., sorry jin. hav fun to wherever youre goin. we'll go out when you get back, aite? and you'll get your pressie and i'll buy you chocolates :D btw, 7 more days till ming lin's return :D xoxo

mcDonalds

still rocks.. not unless if it doesnt come by another friggin min! called mcds 34 mins ago. *checked from phone* its 8:38 now. i usually sleep at 8am and wakes at 10am or dont sleep at all. somehow i still cant seem to s-l-e-e-p! b4 callin, was pissed -KABOOM- like no one's friggin business when i called mcds 28479287497298724 times. no service. and then i realized. you dont need to add the +6 number upfront. -___- lol.... plus, if i try sleepin now, i'll probably oversleep for today's outing. with carissa, darren, arron and jun hou to ou later. lol darren will be walkin over here to my place at 12 sharp. if you're late, buy me chocolates :D and to see whether you're a fool, still rmbr where i live? i can -___- harhar. if its from darren's hse. it'll be walk left, right, then straight till you see the hologun guard's hse then turn left and walk straight and find the ugliest hse. hahaha! omg, i forgot.. i msged him my add last night, just incase he forgets. nvm... buy me chocolates still.. puhhleesee :D i shall not pay the deliver dude if he doesnt come by another sec! i prefer pizza hut's timing. owels, i shall not bored you anymore and stand outside the hse and wait like a mad woman. haha xoxo

im tired as hell...

but first.. to wish this niggah of mine a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ian craig beven :D siok adi? LOL. come back from perth NOW! then we'll disturb the -parasite- [abel] bwahahaha x)

anyways.... i need sleep, seriously. i really do fucknuggetsandcheeseballsofheavenlycupcakes! i want sleep. wht happened to -i-rather-sleep-than-do-anything! oh no, wait.. i rather sleep than do most things. but i cant. wit my sonofabitchballsofhamburgersandfrenchfries insomnia. i can never sleep whenever i want to. i used to sleep alot. i used to sleep like a fuckin pig. i used to sleep late and be awake late. oh how i missed those sleepin days. nvm bout wht i said, imma go psycho and see things soon enough. xoxo

live and loud kl - chinese all stars

was awesome :D hehe, well.. not all. cause i still dunno most of the chinese singers but their songs are pretty catchy. lol. had bunch of free tickets a few hours b4 the concert, invited alot of ppl. but only managed to get 3 out of the many. lols sadly, most of their reasons are.. - riots goin on, mom wouldnt allow - SPM, SPM, SPM - on hols, somewhere over the rainbow - functions/ dinner - getting ready for vacations - last min notice, cant go - lazy lah, i wanna sleep [kai woon] LOL. owels, thanks shammie, sarah and ermm, tim? haha, for coming for the concert. hope you three had an amazing time during the concert and all. pictures will be posted soon, i hope. or mayb i'll just steal some picts from the cousin's blog. HAHA OH! sam, cant wait to see you for lunch. :D bring your car along. hehe :P jackie, hope you studied well for spm. cant wait to see you soon! almost forgot... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHERINE LAI! best wishes for everything :D xoxo

love hurts

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you told me that you loved me why did you leave me to cry in the cold you swore this time was different why does that line seem so old you told me i was the only one who could make you feel that way you told me that you cared about me so why didnt you stay all the nights you laid with me along in the dark in my bed now i finally realize you were just messing with my head love is such a powerful word a word people often misuse something they take for granted something they beat and abuse my wounds run deep inside me there's blood all over the place i think i've really lost it this time i'm ashamed to show my face this is why i'm afraid to find love again cause every guy are always the same you were the one for me my love, you hurt me badly

xoxo

our hearts

i still remember that brisk and cool day, that day we met and my fears were driven away. your perfect smile, your joyous laugh, the way your eyes lit up when we talked about the past. we would sit and talk for hours on end about our secrets and future plans. our friendship started to grow much more. it became a feeling so strong we could not ignore. you told me, it would be for the best, just wait and see. you said tht fate has bought you to me. we believed those words, we thought they were true, but i guess they weren't because now we are through. now you're gone and now i see it was all because, i think its me. i was hurt so badly, yet cared so much. by the only person i loved very much. you deserve the best in everything you do. maybe someday i will see you again, with a smile on your face, hand in hand with me again. until that day comes i will be here, i will be your angel in the light that's so clear. i'll look out for you when you need me the most, i will always be there, and i will not let you down. i love you now and i always will, and even though your not mine now, my heart holds you still. for this is surely true.

ps. sweetesther, here's the one of my poem i promised to post for you to read xoxo

hols sucks

without vacations... i wanna go back to thailand for hols =( gahh.. there's so much i can get there, since im a small sized kinda person. jeans sold here are only 26 and above and im only 25. thailand ppl all small sized. and i love it there. the food, (not included the fried cricket and whtever insects) LOL i need - new clothes - new jeans - watch (spoilted) - ipod nano :D - alarm clock -__- - poker set. lol - chocolates (hersheys, cadbury, swiss delice.. etc..) - cake <3> and fucknugsofidiotpilot. i need to get some sleep! its 7 ++ am now, and ive not slept sinced yesterday imma die soon... xoxo

happy birthday...

to my dearest...

LUCAS CHEN!!

happy 16th birthday :D lucas, my fren who's always there when im in need. the one who lets me scream/shout/yell at [whoops!] the guy who always dream of FLYIN hope your having a blast on your bday and at your dinner with the families.

all the best in your studies ---> SPM, next year -___-

your love life *ahem* *ahem* your poetry writing :D your guitar playin, beatbox, and shuffle interests? LoL thanks for bein there for me thanks for all your help & thanks for EVERYTHING

xoxo

to my dearest bestfren

was supposed to post bout this last friday, on the day portia left to new zealand . but i was kinda busy.. *sighs*

my bestfren for 10 years and 2+ weeks..

i'll miss you and your vainess attitude :D

- PORTIA NG WEI YENN -

thanks for bein my fren for all this time

ive never thought tht you'll ever

move away again

youre someone who's always there

to console me,

to tell me the truth,

to be my sister,

to be my shoulder to cry on

my outmost fashionable perasan-ed bitch

i know our frenship are always tipsy to the ups and downs.

but i hope our relation will continue, stronger as ever.

i miss you terribly tht youre not here to make a fool or bitch with and... i really dont know wht else to tell you bout tht you dont adi know. i wish you the best of luck in nz for your studies and everything else send my regards to your family, esp your mom. lol and thanks loads for everything hope to see you soon!

xoxo

yay! my cousin besar is back!!!

waitt... she's not, at least not yet... dunno lah... called callie, told me to call my other cousin, adelaine jeje, and she told me to call justin, the bf of my cousin. and he told me tht she has just arrived BUT not with him yet. tht cousin besar's flight just touched down. haihs… still, no calls from her yet. *waiting . waiting . waiting*

so i got bored, since friendster and facebook is sucking like fucks. i cant even logged into friendster and facebook’s in maintenance. ish… SO… i went to the cousin’s blog and curi some of the pictures of herself and also herself with my other cousin, yeng yeng jeje, who’s only gonna be back here tmoro.

the cousin besar....

dada foo :)

my cousins...

and the cousin who's coming back tmoro...

yeng yeng lee :)

love you guys <3 xoxo

me, myself and i :D

xoxo

FUCKTARINGSHITOFCOWDUNGS!

let me tell you bout my first day at work...

............................ .................... ............. ......... ..... ... . NOTHING HAPPENED!!

even b4 we, carissa and i started to WORK! we were friggin FIRED!!! but we prefers sayin 'let go' tho it means the same. the old manager tak tau lah go move to another outlet and now carls jr is having a new manager. a woman manager. i swear, i was really gonna slap/shoot/stab her. strict sial. and a rude, to me, she is. lol

here's the different view we got from the managers...

the guy manager. - 15 years old are ALLOWED to work - there is no strict clothing needed - you are WELCOMED to start work on the 12th nov, TODAY the woman manager. - only 18 and ABOVE are allowed to work - there is STRICT clothing, all clothing must be BLACK - you are not welcomed to work, even full time! nimacaocihailatbloodycheesepiefarttardingballsoffrenchfriesanddingdings!

see the diffs? wtf lah.. after tht, i was partically swearin the whole way through in my head. except tht i let it out to shawn and adrian on msn (thanks for letting me, like kinda scold at you. LOL) when i went back from ou to carissa's house ^^

thanks for the chocolates darl. and me, using your comp to play around and most of all, your music transfering thing from your laptop to your phone to my phone (bluetooth) and thanks again, for fetchin me to ou and back to my house..

wheeee =D less than 2 days and i can see 2 very favouritable ppl, my cousins besar.

dada foo and yeng yeng lee glad to be seeing you all very soon ^^ hope you guys are having at safe and fun flight back to malaysia. hohoho. and.... we've got our christmas party, yes? and loads and loads more of goin out for movies and hopefully places. lol

xoxo

25 weirdest animal

weirdest animals ive seen. lol note: not much time to update their names, will do tht asap. btw, thanks wayne. er.. nights! xoxo