hangover.

[yay! my camela is finally workin! lol] [36 more days to see my sweetie pie ;) ] gosh.. had a hangover this morning. cant rmbr much bout wht happened. jaqce called me and asked how i was... bie: mhmm.. hello? jaqce: bie. how're you? you aite? bie: er.. i think so.. havin a headache but why? jaqce: do you rmbr wht happened last night? bie: erm. i dunno.. i rmbr hartamas bla bla bla jaqce: HAHAHHAHA bie: eh? jaqce: did you know you were DRUNK? bie: i was? jaqce: yeap. you were. and you were callin ppl and tellin them stuff.. bie: wht'd i say? jaqce: hmm. i rmbr you gettin all dirty and wanted thongs. and was droolin over a hot guy. bie: DIRTY??? THONGS??? i rmbr the hot guy! jaqce: HAHHAHAHA bie: serious lah. wht happened? jaqce: thts most of it. go check who you called and msged last night. talk later. bie: aite. bye darl. got up. checked my dailed calls and msgs. omg! i called like 2 ppl and msged 3 ppl. so. i went online. to ask voon hung. bout wht happened last night. bie: heyy. can i ask you something? voon: yea. go for it. bie: wht did we talked bout last night. i cant rmbr anything. voon: HAHHAHAHAH bie: im havin headache. voon: hangover. you were super horny and you were talkin bout 983174019871 of hot guys. wantin thongs. yadayadayada bie: i rmbr bout movie. voon: tht too. sat 1 o clock. i come to your hse. we take a cab to ou. bie: oh.. omg! i posted my blog last night! voon: yea. bie: shit lah. theres picts of me tht i dont wanna ppl to see... [erm.. cant rmbr the rest..] so on and so on.... msged ppl to find out wht else happened.. basically the all the same lah. wooohoooo! im goin to the premiere for 'high school musical 2'! thanks callie! i shall post some picts of the tickets and all tmoro. lazy lah now. sighs... my family is obviously divided to pieces. the father doesnt like me [he told me tht himself! good for him then. cause i dont too]. the mother is a workaholic. can hardly see her. the brothers are on their own. owel.. takin live as it is.. might be moving out soon. if i follow the mother. will be stayin at sunway damansara. but if i follow the father [wtf?] will be in cheras. i dont like both choice. i wanna stay at my sweetie pie's hse! sobss.. we'll see lah.. how it goes.. and im out. tralalala-lala-lalaa *pfffft* xoxo

merdeka sucks.

[aite. finally theres picts of me .____."]

gosh. i look pregnant in the 3rd pict. bwahahahaha

thanks for the photos, joshua koo ;)

sighs.. just came back from hartamas. this year's merdeka sucks! all merdeka losers. lol. i prefer last year. very much. but the best part when i was at hartamas was... i bumped back into azlan. my long lost buddy! lol.

IAN. YOU BASTARD! hmph. came at 12. 28759243 something. just after the countdown. =.=" at least azlan, his fren and jaqce and i had fun shisha-ing without you. boo you. jkjk

oh. jeffre-ling missed the free shisha. too bad dummy. bwahahhaha

did i mention tht i saw 28752893478268573692342 of HOT GUYS!!!! [ohhlalaah! ;) ]

ang mo got. russian got. cina got. whtever mixed got. malay got. indian got. all got la!

but i was droolin especially on this one, special, sexxay russian hottie. next to our table. damn friggincreamlovebitingsexymushcake HOT!!! and very very SEXY. ahhhhh! oh joy to the russian hottie. dont think! tsktsk! bwahahhaha

tralalala. im still thinkin of his face and body. 0.o damn sexxay i tell you. not tht ive seen any. haha! but. you know. the friggin nice style. his hair down. shit! i should hav ask for his number la! i hav the right to hav fun and get nasty too ya know! bwahahhaha

aite. im tired now.

tralalala-lala-lalaa

*pfffft* xoxo

sexxay thang

[interestin picts will be comin soon...]

i want PANTIES [sexy ones]

i dont wanna love. i just wanna get screwed. all my playgirls hav the right to get nasty too. [BWAHAHAHAHAA]

SEXY MINI SKIRTSmy fav.

i love mini skirts . but somehow im more into jeans . jeans' my style! lol. plus, i dont think i like wearing skirts . just like lookin at it . lol.. i dont look good in skirts nyway . i think . dunno la . geez...

shit. im gonna be late. supposed to be getting ready for curve right now. nah. my hunnies can wait for few mins. bwahhaha

owels..

jackie and yi lin isnt comin along to hartamas with me. they want curve. =.= and carissa cant come along too. cause she has to stay for this reunion party at home. you all... nevermind.. ian and jaqce will be there nyway. boo you three. jkjk.

and jeffrey wants shisha only. youre not getting any. you dummy! lol.

aite aite. and im out

tralalala-lala-lalaa

*pffft*

xoxo

tag two

I n s t r u c t i o n s.

Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.

Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

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I’m 170cm tall.

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I’m bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit.

I have a tattoo of a star.

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs.

90% of my friends smoke.

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.

I’m studying Fashion.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I hate someone.

I have 10 Guess handbags.

I buy CLEO every month.

My parents doesn’t know about my blog.

I have an iPod.

I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

My college mates [frens] knows about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I’m starting to like wearing dresses.

I don’t believe in love.

High school was filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

I’ve bought shoes this month.

A blogger bitched about me before.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People would start appreciating me.

High school was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

One Utama is my second home.

I miss hanging out with the bloggers.

I’m a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.

I hate vacations.

We’ll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed in US.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

Host a talk show.

That Guess watch.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tomboy.

At times I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I still have a best friend.

I have a cat.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m hot.

I’m a sinner.

I’ve got a DS light.

I have a Wii.

I can live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I hate Math.

I’m happy with what I have.

I love horror films.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I can’t live without make-up.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love Orange juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.

I’ve got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.

I haven’t worked out since March.

I think I’m fat.

I love my friends and family.

----------------------------- && i stab whoever read this. lol and im out tralalala-lala-lalaa *profft*

xoxo

tag one

This is what you have to do : 1. Put your music player on shuffle. 2. Press forward for each question. 3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating. 4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions. 5. Tag 5 people. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- How are you feeling today? secrets dont make friends - from first to last [dunzo man.] Will you get far in life? ready fuels - anberlin [yea. i'll run away from life.. =.="] What is your best friend's theme song? goodbye to you - michelle branch [this is so true. she IS goin away. you niggah!] What is the story of your life? raise the bass - dj virus [haha. i wish la.] What was high school like? take me with you - secondhand serenade [high skool sucks . take me away .] How can you get ahead in life? disconnected - the red jumpsuit apparatus [... my life isnt disconnected. its broken.] What's the best thing about your friends? stay for a lifetime - four letter lie [sadly. none of them stays.] Describe your grandparents. hands down - dashboard confessional [wth?] Hows your life going? harder, stronger, better, faster - daft punk [BWAHAHHAHAHA] What song will they play at your funeral? unholy confessions - avenged sevenfold [they'll confess their sins to my grave? wtf.] Will you have a happy life? not ready to make nice - dixie chicks [forgive.. sounds good. forget.. im not sure i could. hmm. i dont think so.] What do your friends really think of you? anna molly - incubus [...........?] Do people secretly lust after you? black roses red - alana grace [this makes no sense. but hell no] How can you make yourself happy? nighttime is our time - before their eyes [this is stupid.] What should you do with your life? apologize - one republic [hmm. i should. but sometimes sorry doesnt change anything.] Will you ever have children? rain down on me - dj tiesto] [*blank*] What song would you strip to? bite to break skin - the legion of doom [course no. only mutterpuckeringdickweeds will.] What does your mum think of you? i hate everything about you - three days grace [i dont think she hates me. just doesnt like the way i am.] What is your deep, dark secret? poetically pathetic - amber pacific [poetically, no. pathetic, yes.] What is your mortal enemy's theme? she's the blade - sugarcult [if its referrin to me. yes. i dont mind bein the blame. and the enemy as the paper. and i'll just cut them off anytime i want to.] What's your personality like? leaving what you wanted - amber pacific [hmm. i like to hav fun. but i dont think this title makes any sense.] What song will be played at your wedding? halo - bethany joy lenz [hmm. can also wht. to show my future husband tht im good. lol.] i tag ada foo, jack, ian, yi lin and shammie. enjoy! tralalala-lala-lalaa xoxo

silly poems.

[BWAHAHAHA. stole this from victor's fs comment to jeenie ;)]

Wrote your name on sand, it got washed. I wrote your name in air, it was blown away, then I wrote your name on my heart and I got heart attack.

God saw me hungry, He created pizza. He saw me thirsty, He created pepsi. He saw me in dark, He created light. He saw me without problems, He created YOU.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. You should know what you are. And once you know what you are. Mental hospital is not so far.

The rain makes all things beautiful, the grass and flowers too. If rain makes all things beautiful, why doesn't it rain on you?

Roses are red, violets are blue. Monkeys like you should be kept in zoo. Don't feel so angry, you will find me there too. Not in cage but laughing at you.

When your life is in the darkness, pray to God ask him to free u from darkness. And if after you pray and you are still in darkness, please pay your ELECTRICITY BILL .

and im out!

tralalala-lala-lalaa

*profft*

xoxo

boring day

[camera's not workin. and i dunno how to use the bluetooth thingy on the comp. so cant upload new picts yet] skool started again. after a week of hols. everything was still the same as usual tho. boring! oh. but theres 2 new students. i dunno bout the lil boy but i do know a lil bout the new girl. danielle [i adore tht name =p] nice girl. nyway. danielle's 15 too. and a clubber. hahaha. i think she's from austria and she drives! ppl these days at or around my age drives... i want! ;) but i dont think so soon la. cause i know i'll corrupt the road nyway. =.=" we talked mostly bout nightclubs and some places. oo. i love luna. amazin place. but she doesnt like it. probably diff point of view. and most of the time. when i was talkin to her and sham. i guess i was stonnin a lil. [boring day] heres the funny part. she said i look like a goody kinda girl. and doesnt go out much. and she said sham's those kinda girl who goes out alot. BUT she got it all wrong. sham and i are everything opposite she thought we were. bwahhaha. NICKAAY! you niggah! you ditched me! didnt come to skool and now goin to penang. =( you were supposed to teman me. to trouble jaime. and to bitch bout tht dude. hmph. you better not show your face in skool i tell you. bwahahhaha. jkjk since talkin bout the clubs and hot places. i'll post some picts. =p

thts luna and the view of kl ;)

bloops! im bored. And i kinda miss daniel. we've not been together for 1 month + now. mainly its my fault. not sure where i went wrong. but i think i didnt appreciate him properly. and we broke up cause we kinda see each other as bros and sis. :x but we're still very close frens. still one of my hunnies. nyahahha i still think bloggin's a waste of time. but since i like wastin time. why not yea. hmm. still not used to bloggin tho. gah.

aite. im out.

tralalala-lala-lalaa *profft*

xoxo

ohhlalaah!

[especially for my darl vinnie ;) to entertain you too]

.LARA JADE.

as for some of you . this is my current dp for my fs.

i like to google stuff when im bored. most of the time. to entertain myself with picts. i googled 'emo' and found this pict. [i really fancy this pict] and not tht i like emo stuff and the fact of bein emo.

so yeah. set it as my displays. didnt know who she was. but wht the heck. i love the pict.

then... this evenin. while talkin to hilmi in msn. he said he knows the girl. gave me the link for her web. walau wei. she's a photographer! and only 18. and really really hot!. [*ahem* not gay here]

this is she, lara jade.

after i saw this pict. i got fascinated by it. so i googled more on her. and found her photography works...

these are the fav 5 of mine out of all her works.

nice huh? tell me if its not. so i can whack whoever thinks so. nyahaha

hmm. my day today was boring. stoned most of the time. was supposed to go out. but didnt. =( slept at 7+ something in the morn. woke up at like... 12 ++ pm. after the usuals. got down. had cereals and choc with milk. [mhmm.. yummy..] haha. then straight to the comp. mins later. got fed up with the comp. cause it wont sign into msn. and everything else but fs. but it finally worked again. after 5 hours. =.=" got an offline msg from daniel. [one of my hunnies]

this is wht he said..

" bie. i noe ure offline but if u do come online lyk u always do. fyi. not tryin 2 be an adult 2 u. but hav u finished ur works yet? HAHAHHAHAHA. bye! "

=.="

i did managed to finished up history & geo and bible and maths. but not language arts. gah. who cares la. its not like the teachers will make a big deal of it. i mean. 'she' gave so much of work per book. tht woman crazy la. [nickaay agrees with me. =p] lol..

oo. u-jin. his bday is comin soon. 2nd of october. =p

told him i'll make him something special. like do a paintin on a shirt for him. and this is wht he wants on his future shirt

"SEXY IS MY STYLE"

bwahahha. i hav loads of random hulus la. i love tht guy. he's always there for me when im down. thanksloads jin. ;)

aite. im blank now. and gtg nyway.

tralalala-lala-lalaa

*profft*

xoxo

me, myself & i.

[dont be surprised. i just copied most of it from my fs profile. got nothing else to do. bored.]

Picking up the pieces of a life youve broken.
Stitching it together with the seams wide open. -sugarcult

.im the one you love to hate.
.Esta vida Es un Asco.
.Vete a la mierda!

imma chocoholic! CHOCOLATE! say it with me babe! lol.

imma purple freak. =)
and yesh. me and my purple colour.

judge me if you must. i wouldnt care.
whatever you say about me is just gonna make me stronger.
what you say or think of me. i am who i am.
i dont give a fcuk to wht other ppl think.

im generally nice. just playful.

oh joy to the balls. 0.o
dont think! tsk tsk

im always..
crazy. in my own ways.
& indeed extremely stupid.

imma blurcase!
im sentimetal. &..
imma daydreamer.

i love..
my friends!
[mess with them and i'll make your life a living hell]0.o

i can be very..
sarcastic. & and i mean. very.

sarcasm. i live with it xD

i mumble. mostly durin the day.
hyper. at night. ;)

imma retard.
[this is the reply i get from ppl all the time] =.=

i hav mood swings.
[but i like how abel calls it *abbie mood*]

mutterfuttercheesecakepiefartanddingdings

im full of nonsenses.

..i love listening 2 music. music's my life.

basically rock songs. its my therapy.
trances makes me high :o
rn'b makes me.... sad. for some reason. dunno why tho
pop / hip hop songs makes me wanna dance! yay!

i dance- with a passion
i paint- from emotions
i love- with all my heart
i cry- to ease the pain
i pray- for forgiveness.
[and knowin tht you'll always be here for me]
i miss- my love ones. my hunnies. [sobss..]


..i watched my heart turn to stone.
.i thought i was left to walk this wicked world alone..
..yet. the world still turns when youre not around.
.so. after moments bein away from you.
..i finally found myself again. and glad.
.that youre not here anymore.


everyone judge. wheather they want to or not.

for wht i know. im different. it can be a good thing. and a bad one too.
im an invert. i like to change things around. for the better or worse of it.
im tired of ppl judgin at me like im some kind of alien.
[i'll be an alien from jupiter then]

"dont judge the book by its cover"

i think ppl these days [including me] ignored the fact of tht
sometimes we dont think.

we make mistakes and repent.
and sometimes we do the same mistakes over and over again.
so wht if im different. i like it. it makes me feel a lil special.
everyone is. in their own ways...

alright. enough of this grandmother story.

im out.
tralalala-lala-lalaa

*profft*


xoxo

anyhoo la blahs

i like her butt ;) wish it was mine. bwahahaha

hey ppl. =) erm. i've never actually started bloggin before. [got la. but tht was 3 years ago. all my knowledge in blogs gone adi]

so. im a noob. :o

3 REASONS why i started .
1. life's too bored. [no. life's a bitch. really]
2. just felt like it [for once]
3. wanted to.
[so tht whoever tht went "why you DONT blog?" can shut the hell up] sorry. but one or two of you really got on my nerves. *grins* ps. i still love you. nyahaha

alright. just posted a msg to dada's blog. to ask her wheather i should blog. or not.

but.... needed to wait for her reply. which i wont get it any sooner cause its like 4+ in morn. wht the heck. i just went for it. :.:[to dada foo. i still need help. :)]

and i took some time to talk to nickaay. bout blog stuff. and... i got nothing. we talked more bout my swears nyway. hahaha

gah! i seriously dont know how to 'blog'. am i doing it right? LOL hmm. since im new to this. i'll just do whtever tht suits me best.

with... my retard-ness. 0.o

*blank* [after 15 mins]

niamacaocipethailatmotherfathersondaughtersuckmyhorseshoe!

just so you know. -i swear 24/7- but.. ive been makin up sexxay words to cover up the actual swears. cant stand ppl who cockstares. really. now. with my sexxay words. they can all fuck off. bwahahaha ps. tryin to control down my swearin tho.

nyway, went to berjaya . looked around. then i saw joanna. i called her. and she looked at me like i was a some kind of ghost or something. =.=" but soon she smiled and hugged me. [was really happy to see her again]

nyway ,she took and my phone and played with it. and this is how she handled the phone...

joanna: *click* gah.. *click* wht.. *click* aiyo.. *click* hahahhaa. i love tht girl. =) so after joanna and i left berjaya. the mother and i went to pick up the twin rascal.

*profft*


xoxo