a special note .

Happy
Sweet Sixteen !

to my darlin Yuin ;D



knowin you all these years has been such a pleasant to me .
youre truly an awesome friend ;D


you talked to me when i was neglected .
you were there when no one else is .
you listened to my sorrow and my grief .
you consoled me .


and ..
when my days were grey , you brightened them .
gettin to know you more each time is an adventure .
youve always been there for me
and i really appreciate it .


always remember that no matter what happens,
i'll always be there for you .
anything and anytime
i'll try my very best ;D


hope you like your present :)
have a great birthday
take care hunn <3




xoxo

i miss this song ..

i used to listen to this all the time .


ya know .. i hate it when youre with someone , and the both of you will have a song or something . and soon, when good things come to an end .



you move on .



but what issit that everytime i hear this song . it strikes my heart .




am i still hangin on ?




xoxo

im my father's daughter .

or he would prefer, his " youngest sister " .



nvm bout that . i dont feel like updating much .
dad finally re-married .
good , now everyones happy .
anyways . dinner was erm , nothing special , or so i think . food was delicious and callie was red . *she drank too little, too much* lol
[ will explain soon ]



and, will post up more pictures too . meanwhile .. here's one .




i love my brother ;D




xoxo

forever dying on the inside

i am alone and forever lost
i wonder what it is to go comotrose
i hear the voices calling from far away
i see a coffin lying empty in my future grave
i want to be left alone in this place of misery
i am alone and forever lost


i pretend to be happy almost every day
i feel a loss of reality and everything turning grey
i touch nothing as everything feels so far away
i worry that my worst fear shall soon be confirmed
i cry when she is not by my side
i am alone and forever lost


i understand that i am not like you
i say that it doesnt matter and why should i care ?
i dream that my love is no longer here
i try not to notice your unblinking stares
i hope that one ay you shall all see just what you drove me to be
i am alone and forever lost




xoxo

and you never came back .

i was born when you kissed me .
i died when you left .
i lived a few weeks while you loved me .



xoxo

thanks .

ujin . nicky . ian korr . voonie . yuin .

for taking your time for me . and giving me advises . consoling me .
i really appreciate it .

THANKS

xoxo

your lips ; its just another bitter taste

i am bored .

" A bit of photoshop + makeup + studio lighting effects, even pork chops can become miss world "

hahaha . tht is soo true . Lol .

heee . marcus was just tellin me bout 'someone' . soon after , he said those line . if you know the whole convo , you'd definitely laugh .

but you know what , ignore that . you wouldnt get what im talkin bout .

anyhoo . i am STILL hating skewl . i got nominated as the "MOST OUTSTANDING STUDENT" , yet again . btw . the meaning as to the " most outstanding student" , so fort and all is --- not bein outstanding . bleh ..

hmm .. any of you been to club goddezz in solaris ? its fun ! :D its just next to 3 kingdom . small club , but nice music :)

oh notes to ...

` keeeweii : why cant the line get through when i sms you nowadays ?!?

` ming lin : hunn . msg me .

` stephiie : gotta hang out soon . loads of stuff to bitch bout ! heee x)

i guess thts all for now . gtg . bye

xoxo