Sunday, December 30, 2007

i fucking hate you .

why are you still bothering me? i fucking hate you . why dont you leave me alone? im tired and i cant stand you . what are you tryin to do to me? is money all you think about? you fuckingnolifesonofabitch . knowing that you still hurt me , i've let you tortured me every friggin day . i hate you and i always have . ive never love you, never liked you . you two faced piece of shit . i cant even bear to look at you . i dont wanna hear you . i dont care if i were having your blood and shit i have of you . i promise you, i wont pretend that everything's aite in front of anyone . i want you to fucking leave me alone! i fucking hate what you did to me and my life . i fucking hate everything . life's a bitch and i dont want any of it ever again . xoxo

Saturday, December 29, 2007

yin and yang? lol

xoxo

THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS

"Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me later Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain
xoxo

Friday, December 28, 2007

hmm...

Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
You Are 77% Non Conformist
You are a pretty serious non conformist. You live a life hardly anyone understands. And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are.
You Should Get an Abstract Tattoo
Artistic and unique You're the most likely type to personally design your tattoo
You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check
Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person. You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way. But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral. Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.
xoxo

i aint gonna say a thing bout this...

Symptoms of Major Depression * Despair and hopelessness * Little motivation to complete even simple tasks * Thoughts or attempts of suicide * Low self-esteem and self-confidence * Low energy levels, tired and run-down * Trouble falling asleep, nightmares, waking and can't fall back asleep * Daily life is severely affected * Loss of sex drive * Loss of appetite * Loss of interest in formerly pleasurable activities * Symptoms last longer than two months check this site out : apparently, i got a 'extremely high' on major depression. wtf!? xoxo

Thursday, December 27, 2007

JIMMY EAT WORLD LYRICS

"Carry You" And I know I'm all alone Say your name slowly And I know that I'm alone But I'll carry you Does it feel good like a memory When you try some history It's a dream to come around But who doesn't then, Because the taste doesn't taste the same again It's easy feeling righteous when removed All you'll get as what you wanna hear It hurts because it should How else am I to make it clear? I could never be the one that you want, don't ask. Well, here's to living in the moment 'Cause it passed. Maybe your life is what I need sometimes You took the most and best of anyone You said to "keep me in your pocket" So I carried you You better choose your words carefully Because I'm not your anything Gonna stay here in my place And you'll stay in yours because You're only good as what you're good for I pace around the room to spend the time Waiting while the burning pictures fade Want a thing to make you mine And another to say it's fine I could never be the one that you want, don't ask. Well, here's to living in the moment 'Cause it passed, it passed. I'm still carrying a little hope that Maybe things could get different now Is that so wrong, is that so wrong, is that so wrong? Would I see you tonight At a place we go? I wanna make things right Before time runs out. Roll down the windows Like you know they're coming Slap my face just to feel, to feel you there again I could never be the one that you want, don't ask. Well, here's to living in the moment 'Cause it passed. I could never be the one that you want, don't ask. Yeah, here's to living in the moment 'Cause it passed. 'Cause it passed, it passed, it passed.
xoxo - im loving their lastest album :]

er.. not really, right.

You Are Sex On the Beach
When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins!
- wells, i dont think i like the effects of getting drunk. and i do like the taste of alcoholic drinks. but goin down smoothly's nice ;] haha
xoxo

damn right!

xoxo - is loving paramore's new single

what's with me and countdowns? lol

Want to be a x-ray technician?
- i want PARIS! yes, definitely a dream come true <3
no, i wasnt talkin bout tht dumbass kinky bitch
paris hilton. lol and, im really hopin for marc or anyone at all to buy me a chocolate fountain! :]
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btw, this sucks...
xoxo

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

2007 is passing by fast, doesnt it?

I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com.
- dont want new year to pass by any sooner. [the reason : skool's starting] - cant wait for chinese new year! - love my special day - wanna go back to thailand now! - did i missed anything? xoxo

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!~

joy to the world the school burned down and all the teachers scream the principal is dead we shot him in the head the security too we flushed them down the loo oh joy... the school burned down bwahahahahaha! x) wht a way to sing a christmas song. lol to everyone, MERRY CHRISTMAS DEAREST! may you hav a joyous christmas.
tho im having a christmas blues, this year, owels.
it was.... strange. as my cousins and i were playin mahjong on christmas eve. roflmao.
wrong season man.
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and damnit. skool starts next week O_O *die* it felt like skool holidays havent even started. lol and goodness, i finally managed to present jin his birthday shirt tht he has been waiting for sinced 2 months ago.
jinjin, sorry if the shirt sucks and tht its 'colourful'. lol
xoxo - singing to jingle bells...

Saturday, December 22, 2007

tis the season to be jolly . fa la la la la la la la la~

I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com.
all i want for Christmas is...
1. new phone 2. new camera 3. trip to thailand / australia 4. trip to PARIS! lmao [this can never happen, *daydream*] 5. johan's car. mwahahaha x] 6. new clothes!!! 7. ipod nano im having christmas carols atm, outside my house singing to christmas songs over and over again from houses to houses ._____. xoxo

Thursday, December 20, 2007

pablo, youre a fren i know i'll always have

(12:13 AM) To buy the truth and sell a lie, the last mistake before you die so dont forget to breathe tonight, the last to say good bye: he is really hurting you... not only sentimentaly but physically too
he dosen't even care, you showld forget him as fast as you can
somehow he asked for it. i saw how he treated you. its been years, let it go bie. im always here for you, but this is too much.
think about what he is doing to you
and how he cheated on you
this is not a nice person
he isn't worth a thing
he doesn't diserve you
maybe he was someone else in the past
but he certainly is not that person anymore
the one you loved and cared about
doesn't exist in him anymore
there are millions of men in the world, dont lose yourself for such a dispitable human being. ok, you gotta listen to me... first, this is not about how poeple around you would feel happier, it's about you and only you. second, i'll tell you how you'll be without him: HAPPY AND WELL, he can harm you very hardly if you dont forget him. besides, if you keep harming yourself via him how do you expect to meet the right one? i believe you are the kind of person that gives his/her heart to the one he/she loves and delivers the most of pure loves untill the end and beyond. and I believe that you are too scared to see the fact that you are worth much more and that there is someone better out there waiting for you to stop cutting yourself with this knife you call a person and go meet him.
i can only tell you what I see and try to advice you upon my own experience, but at the end you are the only one that can help yourself for noone can choose for you.
and never forget to smile even when you are sad, for two reasons: 1. you cant let your enemies know you are weak or harmed 2. you never know when someone could fell in love with your smile
and i now it hurts
but it is better to feel a single cut than many many cuts each day
try thinking about this:
you are not the only one that has gone through this before
and certainly you are not the worst case either and yet other people had to move on because they dont have a choice. if they can do so, you can too. i'll be back in awhile. i gotta go and take a bath
........................................ hold on now. first, i had my msn on busy mood as always, but i was away. and my fren pablo, just msg me these. okay, wht he said is true. im hurt. im pissed. and i dont know how pablo knows bout these. i didnt even tell a single soul. mayb, cause he's a real fren who always understood me and never has let me down. someone who always told the truth, and is always there. pablo, my dear fren. im sorry if i ever mis-treated you in any way. youre a fren i hav tht i never asked for. youre always there to guide, and care. thanks so much for everything. my thanks are beyonds any words can say. take care my fren, and i hope to see you soon. xoxo

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

guys only ;]

A new two year degree is being offered at LIFE UNIVERSITY that many of you should be interested in: BECOMING A REAL MAN. That's right, in just six terms you, too, can be a real man, as well as earn a degree. Please take a moment to look over the program outline. FIRST YEAR -Autumn Schedule- MEN 101 Combating Stupidity MEN 102 You, Too, Can Do Housework MEN 103 PMS - Learn When To Keep Your Mouth Shut MEN 104 We Do Not Want Sleazy Underthings For Christmas, Valentine's Day, etc. -Winter Schedule- MEN 110 Wonderful Laundry Techniques MEN 111 Understanding The Female Response to Getting In At 4AM MEN 112 Parenting: It Doesn't End With Conception EAT 100 Get A Life, Learn To Cook ECON 001A What's Hers Is Hers -Spring Schedule- MEN 120 How NOT To Act Like An Asshole When You're Wrong MEN 121 Understanding Your Incompetence MEN 122 YOU, The Weaker Sex MEN 123 Reasons To Give Flowers ECON 001B What's Yours Is Half Hers (Must Pass ECON 001A) SECOND YEAR -Autumn Schedule- SEX 101 You CAN Fall Asleep Without It SEX 102 Morning Dilemma: If It's Awake, Take a Shower MEN 201 How To Stay Awake After Sex MEN 202 How To Put The Toilet Seat Down ELECTIVE (See Electives Below) -Winter Schedule- MEN 210 The Remote Control: Overcoming Your Dependency MEN 211 How Not To Act Younger Than Your Children MEN 212 You, Too, Can Be A Designated Driver MEN 213 Honest - You Don't Look Like Tom Cruise - Especially Naked MEN 230A Her Birthdays and Anniversaries Are Important (1) -Spring Schedule- MEN 220 Omitting @&*%$#* From Your Vocabulary (Pass/Fail Only) MEN 221 Fluffing The Blanket After Farting Is Not Necessary MEN 222 Real Men Ask For Directions MEN 223 Thirty Minutes of Begging Is NOT Considered Foreplay MEN 230B Her Birthdays And Anniversaries Are Important (2) -Course Electives- EAT 101 Cooking With Quiche EAT 102 Utilization of Eating Utensils EAT 103 Burping And Belching Discreetly MEN 231 Mother-in-Law MEN 232 Appear To Be Listening MEN 233 Just Say, Yes Dear ECON 001C Cheaper To Keep Her (Must Pass ECON 001B) xoxo

wanna elf yourself?

click here to do so :] before tht, wanna check to see how it'll be like?.. 1. this is aubrie --> click here 2. this is aubrie and chris, her hercules --> click here LoLs... and and... i miss lucas :] and keee :] and obviously, my one and only, nickypoo :P hahaha and everyone else whom are dearest to me <3 i cant wait for christmas! :D new years, chinese new years and my BIRTHDAY! :D now, lets see who forgets my special day. mhm... xoxo

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

HEHEHE ;)

Question : What is it when a man talks dirty to a woman? Answer : Sexual harassment. Question : What is it when a woman talks dirty to a man? Answer : $3.99 a minute. xoxo

Monday, December 17, 2007

teardrops on my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night [Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause [Repeat Chorus] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

-taylor swift lyrics- xoxo - currently burried to this song

esther loong, you're the sweetest!

do CHECK tht site out. and check her out, too! hehe. my sweetest sweet esther, thanks a million! :] its not so often tht you'll be blogged bout :] and i mean, in a sweet and awesome way :D girl, i love your poem. its really sweet, like mashmallowsandstrawberrycupcakes? haha. and erm.. guys dicks are wiggling? HAHA tsktsk.. okay, other than a million thanks and hugs and kisses to darl esther. im kinda blank atm. lol things happened these few days but as you should know, im lazy to update bout anything. xoxo

Sunday, December 16, 2007

oh, almost forgot...

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, christopher :]
-LOL-
good luck in your art/computer designin stuff :] they're really good, btw :D enjoy life in the suckiest ways. haha! -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Amorous Babe Bestowing Intense Embraces

Get Your Sexy Name

xoxo

Saturday, December 15, 2007

happy bday my darl vinnie!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY darl, vinnie yeoh :]
vinnie the pooh :P -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- my fren since, erm std 9? :D my good fren for 6 years +
im glad that we're still frens, and hope to continue bein frens for years to come by :] hope your days will be filled with wonderful fantasies? [imagine if zac efron walks in your house! bwahahaha xD] and so sorry hunn, tht i couldnt come over for your bday party last night. hope you had a blast :D your fren always, xoxo

Friday, December 14, 2007

mr. kai woon, a.k.a mr copy cat

you can -scream profanity- is my blog/msn/pm logo word, right? lols. nvm all mr. kai woon did was copy them. ishh.. kai woon, you so owe me a ride to .. erm, anywhere i desire :D oh.. before i forget, he found out tht i found out tht i know he's copyin my words, he then changed it, and called me selfish ._________. xoxo

12 days of christmas - CKY version :/

"The 12 Days Of Christmas" On the first day of christmas my true love gave to me, A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the second day of christmas my true love gave to me, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the third day of christmas my true love gave to me, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the fourth day of christmas my true love gave to me, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the fith day of christmas my true love gave to me, FIVE GOTTA SCHMEETS!, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the sixth day of christmas my true love gave to me, SIX UCLAMINGS, FIVE GOTTA SCHMEETS!, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the seventh day of christmas my true love gave to me, SEVEN CHICKEN GIZZARDS, SIX UCLAMINGS, FIVE GOTTA SCHMEETS!, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the eighth day of christmas my true love gave to me, Eight doo-doo-DOO-doo, SEVEN CHICKEN GIZZARDS, SIX UCLAMINGS, FIVE GOTTA SCHMEETS!, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the ninth day of christmas my true love gave to me, NINE, AND Eight doo-doo-DOO-doo, SEVEN CHICKEN GIZZARDS, SIX UCLAMINGS, FIVE GOTTA SCHMEETS!, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the tenth day of christmas my true love gave to me, TEN DEBBIE GIZZARDS, NINE, AND Eight doo-doo-DOO-doo, SEVEN CHICKEN GIZZARDS, SIX UCLAMINGS, FIVE GOTTA SCHMEETS!, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the eleventeenth day of christmas my true love gave to me, ELEVENTEEN S.T.L.D.'S, TEN DEBBIE GIZZARDS, NINE, AND Eight doo-doo-DOO-doo, SEVEN CHICKEN GIZZARDS, SIX UCLAMINGS, FIVE GOTTA SCHMEETS!, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BITCH!!! On the twelth day of christmas my true love gave to me, TWELVE TUNA-TWAT, ELEVENTEEN S.T.L.D.'S, TEN DEBBIE GIZZARDS, NINE, AND Eight doo-doo-DOO-doo, SEVEN CHICKEN GIZZARDS, SIX UCLAMINGS, FIVE GOTTA SCHMEETS!, FOUR ROTTING CHILDREN, THREE SEVERED HEADS, TWO BLOODY NUTS, AND A GOD DAMN SON OF A BIIIIIITCH!!!!!!!
oh geez... fuck you, whoever wrote this lyrics.
christmas is the best! and shall not use its song for swears. lol
except, that -joy to the world- modern version :P hehe but still....
xoxo

Thursday, December 13, 2007

12 days till christmas!

"12 Days Of Christmas"
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- On the first day of christmas my true love gave to me a Partridge in a Pear Tree On the second day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the third day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree On the fourth day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the fifth day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Five Golden Rings, Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the sixth day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Six Geese-a-Laying, Five Golden Rings, Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the seventh day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Seven Swans-a-Swimming, Six Geese-a-Laying, Five Golden Rings, Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the eighth day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Eight Maids-a-Milking, Seven Swans-a-Swimming, Six Geese-a-Laying, Five Golden Rings, Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the ninth day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Nine Ladies Dancing, Eight Maids-a-Milking, Seven Swans-a-Swimming, Six Geese-a-Laying, Five Golden Rings, Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the tenth day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Ten Lords-a-Leaping, Nine Ladies Dancing, Eight Maids-a-Milking, Seven Swans-a-Swimming, Six Geese-a-Laying, Five Golden Rings, Four Three French Two Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the eleventh day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Eleven Pipers Piping, Ten Lords-a-Leaping, Nine Ladies Dancing, Eight Maids-a-Milking, Seven Swans-a-Swimming, Six Geese-a-Laying, Five Golden Rings, Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. On the twelvth day of Christmas, My true love gave to me, Twelve Drummers Drumming, Eleven Pipers Piping, Ten Lords-a-Leaping, Nine Ladies Dancing, Eight Maids-a-Milking, Seven Swans-a-Swimming, Six Geese-a-Laying, Five Golden Rings, Four Calling Birds, Three French Hens, Two Turtle Doves, And a Partridge in a Pear Tree. -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- yay! 12 more days till CHRISTMAS!!!! ;] woots!
xoxo

i know who killed me :/

starring : Lindsay Lohan
i love this movie. i dont love/like the main actress but the story line and all, it's pretty good :] xoxo

RBD lyrics ;]

these lyrics is for you shev :D
"Wanna Play" See I know what's up papi I'm a loca in a sexy body I know that you wanna party The kinda party that we both know I can't give you all my goods where's the part in the play that I wrote? Something far from all the shows Esta chica es muy especial Oh oh that's how you go Oh oh And a little bit more Oh oh If you only knew You'd be going like oh oh oh oh [Chorus:] Wanna play Come on set the game on I don't need the warm ups to turn on Wanna play to two shots so lets go I'm waiting. Still waiting. Wanna play Come on set the game on Can't resist the beat it's getting too strong Wanna play to two shots so lets go I'm waiting. Still waiting. See I know what's up mami I'm a loco too if you try me Make me a part of your party The kind of party that we both know I promise to please you all night long You'll be shaking long after I'm done Next thing you spending on the phone telling all your friends about me Oh oh That's how you go Oh oh And a little bit more Oh oh If you only knew You'll be going like oh oh oh oh Wanna play Come on set the game on I don't need the warm ups to turn on Wanna play to two shots so lets go I'm waiting. Still waiting. Wanna play Come on set the game on Can't resist the beat is getting too strong Wanna play to two shots so lets go I'm waiting. Still waiting. I ain't stopping No I ain't stopping Til' I get what I want I'ma keep on shopping I ain't stopping No I ain't stopping I'm getting what I need, I'm getting what I need I ain't stopping No I ain't stopping Til the club shut down I'ma keep on rockin' I ain't stopping No I aint stopping I'm getting what I need, I'm getting what I need [Chorus] Come on I wanna play
xoxo

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

i am desperate

for sausages..
hahahaha! tsktsk, dont think! :P
im craving for pancakes and blueberries and sausages, honey, and cream, and did i mentioned sausages? HAHA
xoxo

Saturday, December 8, 2007

MY DARLIN' SWEETIE PIE IS BACK!! x]

yes, you heard me. MING LIN!!! is back in malaysia! well, not just yet, i think. she's on her way back to pj now. *waiting upon her call* haha gosh, sweetie, ive missed youuuu!!! likeabunchofnicesmellingroses xD cant wait to see, and scream and run and hug you! xD plus, i'll probably tease you a lil. haha mhmm, might be goin out soon, later with ming lin and carissa to old town kopitiam for lunch back at aman suria :] there's so much to tell you :] ALOT changed, a few actually, but it seems alot. lol and you must must know bout them x] you missed quite alot sinced you went off o__0 cant bear to see you leave again in jan *cries* wells, we'll hope for the best for now, and hope tht i'll get to melbourne with you ASAP! teehee :] im adi smiling :D see you soon hunn <3 xoxo

tagged by vinnie ΙΙ

first, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SHAZZY :]

hope everything went well today :]

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR: 1) a trip around the world 2) a camera 3) clothes, shoes, CHOCOLATE! 4) new phone 5) the world the better place, im serious. The person who tag-ged you is : vinnie yeoh :] 5 Impressions of Him/Her : 1) adorable 2) silly 3) funny 4) cheerful 5) amasing :] Most Memorable things he/she has done for you : we both know, don’t we? The most memorable words he/she said to you : mhmm.. If he/she becomes your lover, you will : live our lives unintended to our inquisitions. HAHA! If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be : we’ll never be, and i wont let it happen :] Pass the quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you : 1) nick 2) dada foo 3) shevie 4) jackie 5) esther 6) shammie 7) juniie 8) aaron 9) dotty, look at answer below 10) look at answer above 1. Who is no.7 (juniie) having relationship with? a bell the parasite xD [hehe, ian and i created tht name, a bell from me, the parasite from him] 2. Who is no.9 (blah) having relationship with ? *more cricket sounds* 3. If no.9 (blah) and no.1 (nick) are together, will it be a good thing ? lol? 4. What about no.1 (nick) and no.5 (esther) ? Hahaha! dont think it'll ever happen o__0 5. What is no.3 (shevie) studying ? she just finished her spm :] 6. When is the last time you chatted with no.6 (shammie) ? the night of the 2nd last live and loud 7. Does no.4 (jackie) work ? I dunno, jackie, do you? 8. Does no.8 (aaron) has any cousin in his/her own school? *…* 9. Will you woo no.8 (aaron) ? what woo? lol, maybe. 10. How about no.5 (esther) ? maybe . for fun x] 11. Does no.2 (dada) have any siblings? one elder sister and bro 12. How did you get to know about no.3 (shevie) and no.4 (jackie) ? shevie – cantr really rmbr :x jackie – form 1 :] 13. Where does no.1 (nick) live at ? casa indah, somewhere there. 14. How did you get to know no.2 (dada) ? she’s my cousin besar yo 15. Is no.5 (esther) the sexiest person in the world ? oh yeah she is , and she knows it too :P haha

xoxo

seven things - tagged by vinnie Ι

Seven things to be done before my death. 1) travel around the world :] especially paris <3 2) tell him tht i love him, still have and always will 3) lye down on a field with someone I treasure, and watch the stars all night. 4) visit london’s sex museum :P 5) spend the night at a amusement park 6) feel the joy in everyone’s hearts 7) forgive the father

Seven things I will NOT do even if it kills me. 1) murder someone 2) poison someone 3) un-love him 4) rape someone 5) commit suicide 6) betray my bestfrens 7) *ahem* mhmm, wht do you think ay?

Seven things I do when I'm away from the public. 1) Do something stupid to hurt myself. 2) Cry like a maniac. 3) cry and shower with my clothes on (personal reasons, nick knows tho :/) 4) Dance with like a lunatic. Haha! 5) eat more chocolate 6) Dream, dream, dream. Who doesn’t? 7) looks back on the ‘memorie book’

Seven fav sentences/quotes. 1) you could be my unintended choice to live my life extended 2) you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions 3) you could be the one I’ll always love 4) remember no matter wht happens, I will always love you 5) always and forever 6) dismantle repair . you can scream profanityツ 7) life’s a bitch

Seven favourite songs from all time. 1) Anberlin – gospeed 2) RBD – wanna play 3) three days grace – its not over 4) sugarcult – over 5) three doors down - let me go 6) lifehouse – everything 7) paramour - pressure

Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did. 1) cut yourself 2) murder someone. 3) rape innocents 4) cheat on your beloved 5) betray your bestfrens 6) attention seekers-ed 7) abuse your child

Seven people to tag 1) nickypoo 2) jackie 3) esther 4) shevie 5) samantha 6) juniie 7) shawn

ps. didnt change much, sorry. lazy lah xoxo