tagged [edited]

Got tagged by stephiielicious :) [edited a few. as i was lazy to properly post bout it. so one of the previous answer was stephiie's. so yeah] Rules: 1. Tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover. 2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. 3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. Points about the special 'person' 1. PERSONALITIES – someone with great personalities is a PLUS PLUS PLUS. lol. would really get to know him much better, bla bla bla [sorry, im lazy]. someone who live life meaningfully and not make life complicated. someone who knows what they are after and dont play games and beat around the bush. 2. APPEARANCE - attractive eyes and smile. which i can gaze upon at and dream. bwahaha x) ermm.. any guy wit attractive eyes / smile and nice hair would do :) like kelvin's! harhar. [will post the pict soon] 3. HONEST - to me, honesty is the best policy. enough said. 4. FUNNY / RANDOM – who jokes, un- meanly. lol. any guy tht makes me laugh or at least a smile would be awesome. :D bein random. oh plss... i like random guys. harhar. wont tht'll be filled wit chocolatecreampuffandjollysnizitoots. :D 5. CHARMING – ohhlalaah! who wouldn’t want this? rofl. i want a guy tht can sweep me of my feet *dreaming* harhar. he doesn’t need to try his hardest to show tht he cares or whtever. just as long as he try his best in anything at all :D 6. MUSICS - music is slightly to everything. :D any genre would do, but if he love rock music, tht’ll be better *wink* or someone who listens to diff type of genre and could share the music with. music shows your true colour, really? [imma get back to you on this. haha] 7. FUN - oh gosh, this is definitely a must have in a guy. i get bored very easily, very very easily. so yeah. and it'll be real awesome if he could hav/show fun with random things and stuff like tht. 8. CONFIDENCE - if he knows how to carry himself with confidence. its a major plus. aint afraid to show who he really is and all. the guy who's different. :D if he's crazy, in a good way, be crazy. as long as he's not confident in bein insane. lol. life's short to be cool. :D go wild, crazy, silly, creative, bla bla bla. lols

- i like someone who i can argue and hav fun with. so i wont be or get bored. lol. the guy who can show me tht he's diff and aint like all the other guys out there. someone who could really rmbr the little things in life and appreciate them, and try his best in everything he do. the guy tht can handle me, my attitudes and actions [imma nail to ppl's head]. aint afraid to tell the truth. and wont, will never change me in any way. could talk bout absolutely anything. to be silly with. travel around the world with. haha

and im donee! now to tag some ppl. teehee :D 1. nick 2. min hui 3. tai yuin 4. esther 5. shammie 6. lucas 7. shawn 8. samantha xoxo

for ming lin :)

IM BACK! wheee :D aite, been away for awhile. cause the mother took my bf [laptop] away. was supposed to get it back by last sunday, but she thought she could teach me a lesson for bein addicted to comps. -____- whtever lahh. i love my laptop. :D anyhoo. wanna update for a special someone *smiles*

joanna . ming lin . carissa her lil sis. sweetie pie joanna . ming lin the bf, adam. and herself

TAN MING LIN!

yes, i miss you dearly. the pretty girl you see on those picts, thts her :)

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she is now currently in melbourne. =( she left msia last thursday. luckyy girl huh? owels. she couldnt drop by my hse b4 she leave, and neither could i to her place. such a bummer. called her tho. wished her the best of luck. and its the first time tht we've had like nothing tht good to talk bout. just sighs. and yeah, mostly tht.

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i cried, thts wht i rmbr. lols. sweetie, i miss you damn loads. cant wait for you to come back here. which is 38 days from now.

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the girl whom i first met in 2003. for the dance performance or whtever tht is, the salsa, ermm.. awards night? nvm.. -_____-

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someone who knows everything, and i mean everything bout me. *smiles* my fren. my sister. my close fren. my bestfren? o.0 teehee :D

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thank you, for bein my fren. for caring bout others. for helping everyone. for loving. for bein there. for not forgetting. for remembering. for bein who you are. for bein wht you are. and for not judging me. thank you. :D

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ive done so many mistakes and managed to tell her bout it. and the best respond i always get from her is tht she doesnt judge me. tho ive not changed tht much, but i know. i know tht she has always try to help out. to make it better, to help me be a better person.

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ming lin, thank youu so much! if it werent for you. i wouldnt hav stop those silly actions. and get myself into bigger troubles and mistakes.

sweetie, i hope and wish youre safe over there and tht youre having fun. :) boarding skool aint tht bad, right? lols. not tht ive been there. yet! harhar. talk to you soon darl! :D

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mhmm.. now, ive got nothing else to update nymore. ermm.. waitt, i hav stephiie's tag thing to do. lol. maybe tmoro. im a lil lazy atm. =P

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xoxo

fs is bein gay!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my darling amex moo :)

baby moooo :D

. carmen . amex moo . callie .

& HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, KWAN KIT :)

aww, how cute! lmfao. [kit, im just kidding kay] hehehe

btw, when was this taken? 2 years ago? lol

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hav a great bday. *wink*

hope see you soon. and also in william angliss' college.

bring me out sometime soon yea? i wanna go out. =( puhleesee

*cough* *party* *cough*

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anyhoo. not much to update today, basically just updating for kwan kit & for my sweet naughty lil darling *smiles* but i found nice picts. teehee x)

[i forgot where i took this from. lols]

[from the cousin besar, dada foo's blog. teehee x)

and....

[from ujin's friendster] nyahaha

gahh. wtf.. exams coming and ive not been studyin much like i used to, die le. =/ and i hate hate hate friendster. giving such cacated / loco performances. reply comments adi, nanti pun dah hilang. ishhh! [which it said 'your comments will be shown shortly] hmmphhfftttt! left it alone, but after few hours, went to check, my comment replies to frens are not there. shitttt....!

xoxo

im in love...

with... CHOCOLATE!!! x)

*drools*

bwahahha x) who wouldnt? kay, im bored and got nothing better to do atm. so i'll blog bout my fav subj of all time. my SCRUMP-DILLY-UMPTIOUS /DEELICIOUS DELECTABLE CHOCOLATE. nyahahaha. i feel high now. o.0 and i love dark chocolates the most. lols. Chocolate is one of the most popular sweet-tasting treats in the world and has been for centuries. But part of the myth surrounding chocolate is that it tastes so good it must be bad for your health. [who cares] Which gives it an air of the forbidden. A beautifully wrapped box of chocolates has always been considered a very romantic gift. So if the special person in your life is a self-confessed chocoholic, [LIKE ME!!!] you know one surefire way to please them on special occasions. But the surprising news from the scientific community is that this reputedly decadent treat actually has some health benefits, especially if you choose your chocolate wisely. Is Chocolate A Health Food? [yessshhh] Chocolate contains over 300 chemicals, and has been the subject of a number of studies by universities and other scientific organizations. * Cacao, the source of chocolate, contains antibacterial agents that fight tooth decay. Of course this is counteracted by the high sugar content of milk chocolate. * The smell of chocolate may increase theta brain waves, resulting in relaxation. [yeah baby!] * Chocolate contains phenyl ethylamine, a mild mood elevator. [really?] * The cocoa butter in chocolate contains oleic acid, a mono-unsaturated fat which may raise good cholesterol. * Drinking a cup of hot chocolate before meals may actually diminish appetite. == * Men who eat chocolate live a year longer than those who don't. [waittt, serious?] * The flavanoids in chocolate may help keep blood vessels elastic. * Chocolate increases antioxidant levels in the blood. * Mexican healers use chocolate to treat bronchitis and insect bites. [rofl] * The carbohydrates in chocolate raise serotonin levels in the brain, resulting in a sense of well-being. What Chocolate Won't Do: * Studies show that chocolate is not a causative factor in acne. * Cacao contains the stimulants caffeine and bromine, but in such small quantities that they don't cause nervous excitability. * Chocolate is not addictive. [yeah right *proffttt*] * Chocolate contains stearic acid, a neutral fat which doesn't raise bad cholesterol. [nyahaha] * Chocolate doesn't make you 'high'. [*proffttt* whtever lah] You'd need to eat a huge quantity (about 25lbs at one sitting) to feel any noticeable effect. But On The Negative Side... - 1. Chocolate may trigger headaches in migraine sufferers. - 2. Milk chocolate is high in calories, saturated fat and sugar. Dark Chocolate Versus Milk Chocolate: Dark chocolate contains more cacao and less sugar than milk chocolate. It follows that any health benefits would be more pronounced in dark chocolate. Dark chocolate is allowed on the popular Montaignac diet while milk chocolate is not. note : be an chocoholic. earth, its the only planet with it. like it, love it, sleep wit it, die for it. *wink* xoxo - is proudly eating chocolate atm, swiss delice. nyahahaha

i <3 caption.it

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMZY & HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL TUNG kee, thanks for introducing me to this awesome site. www.caption.it/ it does amazing things. i *heart* it to bits. teehee :D woke up at 2/3+ pm today. yes.. its extreme late, i know tht. lols. dont blame me, i slept at 8++ something. blame the lousycrapsnizitinsomnianess. LoLs. sms-ed wit mel till dawn, b4 mumzy's bday dinner. was pissed at the rascals as they DID NOT wished mumzy a happy bday. fucktarding ppl! they went off to this reunion/ bday party wit their kdu frens. came back at 10++. sighs. owels. the older cousins and i bought mumzy to this thai restaurant. the food was SCRUMP-DILLY-UMPTIOUS *smiles* and so was the oh so yummy to my tummy deelicious chocolate cake. bwahahhaa :D and i loved wht i wore today. teehee x) who doesnt know tht purrrpleee's my fav colour? lols. i wore purple blouse, rubber bracelet, socks, shoes, bra, pantie and hangbag. everything's all purrplelicious. bwahahha x) except my red nails and brown hair and blue jeans. LoL anyhoo. much appreciating to melody, i love you girl. you rock my socks, always. :D thanks for comforting me yesterday. it was really uber of you to do so. fucking ppl like them will never have a fucking proper life if they dont fucking stop hacking and playin around with other ppl's mind! *inhale . exhale* oh no.....! by next week... ming lin's leaving! portia's leaving! evan's leaving! and im stayin! tht aint fair! will miss you guys to bits. im adi missing you all like a lunatic. no joke. xoxo - is still not happy

let me fucking live

i need to breathe to get the hell out of here. i cant take it nymore! knowin the fact tht youre still here, makes me wanna puke! to the father i once knew. i cant stand you! the reason why i got into this skool is cause we've got no money for kdu nymore. you used all our skool money on whtever shitt business youre doing! you used my college money tht i now hav to work hard in my studies to be sponsored to go to college! i wished you'll understand, but you dont. ppl see you as a great father to me. but youre not, they dont know wht you did to me. and i hate you. i hate you ever since you laid your hands on my mom. you hurt her, the memories of tht night still runs in my mind. you were drunk, you were never homed, you had an affair, you werent there for me, for our time, my performances, my awards, you werent busy. and i hav to hear her cry everyday, every night ever since i was 7. you made her sick, and you see tht she has migrane and high blood pressure now, cause of you, mom isnt the same nymore. wht ever happened to you? i dont rmbr nice memories tht you've given. ive seen photos of us havin fun as i was a kid. you brought me everywhere wit you. and i dont rmbr them. i dont regret you cause you were someone tht once made me smile. and i still dont regret it now. i just cant stand seein you. the memories tht still runs in my mind are your abuses. i wish everyone could see the real you. the only ppl who sees tht is mom and i. you were wasted, drunked as i can rmbr. you came home, you were furious, mom did nothing at all. she knew you were havin an affair. she cried, but she did nothing. i may be a kid at tht moment. but i understood them. you raised your hands on her. and i fuckin hate you for tht. on tht night. it was one of my worst memories, i saw everything. i was by the stairs. mom couldnt handled it nymore, she said for a divorced. you caused her so much sadness and emptiness in her. and she's now not the same nymore. i love her and i hav to hear her cry. i hate knowin tht fact tht i cry wit her. every night. i cry just to forget wht you did. but i can never forget. everytime i see you, i can only see tht night. you left us, you hav a new wife. you married her. you spend time wit her. i dont know you. i cant say much. she's 20 years younger. i dont hate her, i dont know her. but she was mom's assistant. you used my money on her. the brothers are at your side cause they dont believe us. tho they know wht you did to me, they were there. they saw wht you did. and yet they like you. i dont understand why, how can someone forgive you? i was sent to church all the time, was thought to forgive, was thought to forget. its no used. i pray and yet youre worst as ever. why doesnt the sun shine on me? i love the rain. no one can see me cryin under the rain, cause they wont know. ive been emotional, im not well. im stressed, im tired. and its all because of you! how many times do i hav to faint just to be stronger? just to know tht im alive after every fall? why are you still here? why cant you stop pretendin? why do i hav to be saved so many times? im saved, to be here for mom. i'll do whtever it takes for her. to make her happy, to see her smile. but wit you in our memories. i dont know when it'll be over. i cry for mom, not cause of you. i can never be happy knowin the fact tht she isnt. xoxo

ah fuck!

skipped skool by accident. overslept. o.0 hehe, at least i managed to sleep kan? lols. didnt fet scoldin from mom, *smiles* she understands my skool life now, i think. and my skool life's S-U-C-K-S!!! i mean, bein in a church skool aint tht nice. its a fuckin workload there. and.... to vinnie, jeennie, jay shen, jen juan, and whosoever my pri skoolmates. IM SO SORRY, tht i couldnt go. gaahh! was supposed to be in ou by now. i dont mind takin the cab there and back home. normal d. BUT, im friggin scared tht the father might stay at home and wait for me till i get back. and get all those scolding. :/ and mayb a slap. i wanna be stubborn right at this min. and not care if i get in trouble. mom will let me out i supposed, since i did all her workloads, i should get a credit. i should just get dressed, call the cab and head to ou. meet old frens and just hav fun! ive not seen them for sooo long. =( i really miss you guys. my frens tht ive known for ermm.. 6 to 7 years. the ppl who helped me through some rough times, we had our fun and tough times together. but we managed to stay frens after all those years. *smiles* my heart's beating.. i wanna get out tht door there in front of me. takin my purple hand bag and just get some fresh air and freedom in ou. i rather hav the fun and happiness wit my frens than get another scoldin for skipping skool. ive got nothing at all to do there damnit! skool's concentratin on the performances! and im not even in, cause i wont be here at tht night! gahhh! i know if i get out now, msged mom and let her know where i'll be. but i know i wont be able to go out on weekends. and i friggin want to. why cant i go out on both or more days? im banned from tv. phone line's cut, i think. got fired from mom's restaurant, dont ask. now, gonna work for mom's high skool bf in this italian restaurant. and bein an art teacher to juniors. o.0 and mayb starbucks. hehe. why not? im there almost everyday. and the wireless there chunted. and ppl there knows me, i get discounts. hehehehe. you can ask voon, he been there wit me once. when we were there, got randoms sayin hi wit my name. randoms, the workers. lols, nyway, we went there to study together, tho we're in diff skool now, diff books and studies. but we did study, i think i interrupted him most of the time. bestfren, we still hav so much to catch up. all the juicy updates you've missed hehe. voon, i miss you so much, come over my hse for my food. :P you hav no idea how much i hate bein in skool. im like an alien there. i hav to pretend and put on a fake smile all the time. i know i hav my frens there. but i really cant stand bein there. bein there, its like, you see everyone, wit fake smiles on their faces. you think / they think they know you but they dont. its a happy skippy fake wonderland there. i wanna go a normal skool. government or private, i dont fuckin care! but pls, not this skool. im studyin so hard on my results, tryin to aim for straight a's and i got them, most of the time. i wanna show mumzy tht i can study. tht i can do my studies without lazyin. so tht she could trust me on this, but whtever i do in skool, its never enough for her. mumzy, i want you to know, i'll work hard, i'll get into college if its the last thing i do. i'll do whtever i can for you, just to see you smile. i love you mumzy, pls be yourself again. i miss the old you. xoxo

i love my mumzy

like mother like daughter [not much in common but owels] i LIKE the sound of tht. hehe. love you mumzy. today, *checks the time* whoops, yesterday i mean. hehee. was supposed to be goin over to aunt's house like every sunday. but wasnt feeling well. so stayed at home. [real sorry, callie] morning, the father came to pick up the rascals. he asked to pass over my phone, to check on something. so i did. *checks on my chocolate phone* NI THAI KUO FEN!!!! *sorry, my china very bad adi * o.0 thts wht he said. yelled with whtever chinese shitty words. my phone bill was 125.87. [voon, im not spoilted, im serious] almost got a slap but mom came down *smiles* my groundin is now extended to another week. WTFFF!!!!!!! mutterfuttercrapstickcheesepiefart!!!!! ming lin is leaving next friday! so is portia! had a big argument wit the father. mom felt sorry, took me out to mid valley. *smile like a lunatic* lols. i like the time i spent wit the mother. it was actually nice. :) for once. no arguments. teehee okay, tht was the updates for YESTERDAY's.. TODAY's, was surprisingly awesome! hehe asked to go over carissa's hse. but mom wouldnt allow. but my groundin is offically OVER!!!!! im un-grounded! woohooo! *jumps around wit a big smile* nyway. went to ikano wit mom. shopped ,came home. and the next thing i knew.... CARISSA & MING LIN & JOANNA & RONALD came to my hse. hehehe. i miss you guys. took them to my room to explore. and ronald told me to come out of the room... and guess wht? ADAM was there! he was hiding. omfg, he gav me a scared. [adam, dont ever scared me like tht again! =P] hehe. but owels. we walked to carissa's house after tht. had dinner, domino's pizza. had fun. then came home. lols. oh! ming lin and carissa were playin around. o.0 hehehehe ps. carissa, thanks for the pizza and droppin me back home :) tht was real sweet of you. tralalala *proffttt* xoxo

stabbed pt2 :/

FIRST OF ALL.

IVE GOT A NEW DARLING.

LAPTOP!

*smiles like a lunatic*

THANK YOUU, UNCLE MICHAEL [fyi, mom's ex bf] LOL and and and. KWAN KIT rmbrs me! lols. 5 years of frenship. i thought he moved to overseas or something like tht. but i was wrong, met him again in ou. =D he's also goin to WILLIAM ANGLISS INSTITUTE OF TAFE. YAY! *such a mouthfull* anyhoo. tag number 2 [Seven things I'm Experiencing Now] -my new laptop -growing up and gaining more experience thus sharpening and learning new skills in life. -frens leaving =( -new frens -new and more workload -more assignments [Seven Things I'm Thinking About Now] - skype with lin and adam :D - hang outs wit frens - bathing - movie i just watched (the butterfly effect) - my cousins coming down from melbourne soon! - did i mention assignments? - when will i be un-grounded? [Seven Things I'm Worrying About] - assignments - college - my grades - cleaning up my room b4 my groundin extends - my future - other than that i actually hav about nothing to worry atm =/ [Seven Things I'm Happy About] - new laptop! :D - my mom bein happy - my life as it is right now. perfect with all the wonderful flaws - having/making new friends and meeting old ones - the workload. imma part time workaholic - my hunnies=D - ppl who cheers me up/ understands me [Seven People I Treasure] - my mom - my bestfrens - my close frens - All my frens - my twin rascals - relatives/ cousins - GOD, my saviour [Seven Things I Always Touch or Come In Contact With] - my white chocolate phone. :D - keyboard + mouse - chocolate - toothbrush - my pillows - my artlines/ pencils/ sketchbook - my guitar [Seven Things I Want to Improve] - my drawing skills/ artworks/ grades - my cantonese. lols - my habit of lateness - attempts on saving up money - my quick-temperedness - my relations with the mother - my philosophical mind. training it. [Seven Things I'm Strong In] - drawing - dancing - simply being me - shopping - reaching my dreams/ goals in life - making friends? - caring and loving and protectin those whom i love. - self- actualization and my philosophical side of me [Seven Things I'm Weak In] - loving and caring too much - accepting my weak points - letting go of the past - bein in love - having a few handful of crushes? lols. - my fears. always am trying to push them aside and hide them. - forgetting. im still holdin on [Seven Things I Adore Eating] - dark chocolate!!!! - mom's food - italian food - western food - pancakes - korean food - anything deelicious =D [Seven Things I Adore Drinking] - white/ red wine - all sorts of liqour - kola tonik - strawberry yogurt drinks - those supplement beverages my mom has - strawberry tequila - soft drinks [Seven Things I Detest] - people who ask stupid questions especially when i am tired. sorry la. i will diu the hell out of ya wan. - cleaning my room - cockroaches!!! *runs away* - gruesome movies - cruelties to animals - stuck being lazy :x - people who are fake/ attention seekers/ and those who suck up to you coz you are popular/ and ESPECIALLY guys who keeps wanting your attention coz of your physical looks. either you just go die with your artificial intelligence of a -10 or just jump off the building la [Seven Things I Cannot Live Without] - chocolate - my mother - money - internet/ pc - my hunnies - food/water - my mind [Seven Things I Fear to Show] - my feelings - my fears and my worries - my doubts on my life/ future - my weakness - my core - everything bout me. im self-cousious [Seven Things I'll Never Want to Talk About] 1-7 : cannot tell! my lips are sealed *covers mouth with hands* [Seven Things I Will Want to Do] - assignments - my collections =P - cd collections - accept life as it is - finish up my list of "things to do in this lifetime" - forgive - sleep [Seven Things I Will Never Play Around When/With] 1-7 : nature and the inevitable [Seven Things I Wonder About] - when will he make the first move/ attempt to talk to me again? - will i achieve my straight A's? - my future - how would things be like if it goes another way round - the choices ive made - minor to major changes in life - will i not cry every night just to know tht he's here? [Seven Questions I Hope My Friends Would Respond To] 1-7 : not tellin. =P [Seven Things (or People) I Would Love to See] - my mom happy all the time - my life going smoothly the way i want it to be - my artworks up in galleries - straight A's - exciting stuff around the world - my hunnies - leaving this crapstick place [Seven People I Wanna Tag] - dada foo - nick yu - shammie - shawn - whoever reads this note: -to my dearest cousin callie. dont think too much bout it. everything will be fine soon. it takes time. -and to all malays, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI xoxo

stabbed :/ pt 1

IVE BEEN STABBED. ive not been browsin through ppl's blog lately. but i was dead bored today, so i browsed mandy's blog. gahh.. woman! how many times do i need to be stabbed. owel. fyi. FACEBOOK is in. FRIENDSTER is gay as usual. crapppdinkers! im GROUNDED! FCUKTARDINGSHITT! - so.. i couldnt go out with carissa and ming lin - i couldnt attend ming lin's pool/ buffet/ sleepover party! - NO goin to ou. tag number 1: INSTRUCTION : Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 3 people to do the same test... 1) I miss somebody right now. 2) I do not watch tv these days. [banned] 3) I wear glasses or contact lenses. 4) I love to play video games. 5) I have tried marijuana. 6) I have been in a threesome. [hehe, i wonder] 7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy. 8) I have changed mentally over the last year. 9) I curse. 10) I’m totally smart. 11) I’ve broken someone’s bones. 12) I’m paranoid sometimes. 13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 14) I need money right now. 15) I love sushi. 16) I talk really, really fast. [sometimes] 17) I have long hair. 18) I have lost money in Las Vegas. 19) I have at least one sibling. 20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. 21) I couldn’t survive without Caller ID. 22) I like the way I look. 23) I am usually pessimistic. 24) I have a lot of mood swings. 25) I have a hidden talent. 26) I’m always hyper. 27) I have a lot of friends. 28) I have pecked someone of the same sex. [whoops!] 29) I enjoy talking on the phone. 30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 31) I love to shop. 32) Enjoy window shopping. 33) I would rather shop than eat. 34) I don’t hate anyone. 35) I’m a pretty good dancer. 36) I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 37) I have a cell phone. 38) I believe in God. 39) I am an adrenaline junkie. =P 40) I watch MTV on a daily basis. 41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 42) I’ve rejected someone before. 43) I want to have children in the future. 44) I have changed a diaper before. :/ 45) I’ve called the cops on a friend before. 46) I’m not allergic to anything. 47) I have a lot to learn. 48) I’m shy around members of the opposite sex. 49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past. 50) I have tried alcohol before. 51) I own the South Park movie. 52) I would die for my best friend. 53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career. 55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. [ROFL] 57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. 58) I am happy at this moment! 59) I’m obsessed with girls/guys. 60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. 61) I study for tests most of the time. 62) I am comfortable with who I am right now. 63) I have more than just my ears pierced. 64) I walk barefoot wherever I can. 65) I have jumped off a bridge. 66) I love sea turtles. 67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup. 68) Plan on achieving a major goal & dream. 69) I’m proficient in an musical instrument. 70) I hate office jobs. 71) I love sci-fi movies. 72) I think water rules. 73) I went college out of state. 74) I like sausages. 75) I love kisses. 76) I fall for the worst people. 77) I adore bright colours. 78) I can’t live without black eyeliner. 79) I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. 80) I usually like covers better than originals. 81) I can pick up things with my toes. 82) I can whistle. 83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither. 84) I have ridden/owned a horse. 85) I still have every journal I’ve written in. 86) I can’t stick to a diet. 87) I talk in my sleep. 88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. 89) I have jazz in my blood. 90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. 91) I wear a toe ring. 92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with. 93) I am a caffeine junkie. 94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. 95) I have been to over 15 conventions. 96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. 97) I'm an artist. 98) I only clean my room when necessary. 99) I like a person of the same sex. [megan foxx. id turn bi for her. o.0] 100) I love being happy. i tagged... 1. ada foo 2. nick yu 3. whoever reads this xoxo

te quiero [ i love you ]

[learned this from guitar class today. oo! im so burried to this song atm. teehee =D ]

[thanks wei jean, for this pict :D ] <3

EVERYWHERE - michelle branch

Turn it inside out so I can see The part of you that's drifting over me And when I wake you're never there But when I sleep you're everywhere You're everywhere .

Just tell me how I got this far Just tell me why you're here and who you are 'Cause every time I look you're never there And every time I sleep you're always there

. 'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I close my eyes it's you I see You're everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone I'm not alone

. I recognize the way you make me feel It's hard to think that you might not be real I sense it now, the water's getting deep I try to wash the pain away from me Away from me

. 'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I close my eyes it's you I see You're everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone I'm not alone

. I am not alone Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

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And when I touch your hand It's then I understand The beauty that's within It's now that we begin You always light my way I hope there never comes a day No matter where I go I always feel you so

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'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I close my eyes it's you I see You're everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone

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'Cause you're everywhere to me And when I catch my breath it's you I breathe You're everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone

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You're in everyone I see So tell me Do you see me?

tralalala -hope you like the song too ;)

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ohh! and before i forget. watch this vid. its a MUST. well, only if you want to be enetertained. lols.

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ps. kee's in the vid. lols http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2DZ5rFfoLM

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xoxo

countdown unleased :)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY HUNNIES! to my dearest ming lin and carissa. our countdown has ended. =D woot! you hav no idea how happy i am for this day to finally come to an end. *smilin like a lunatic* lols owel. since our plan didnt really worked. i mean, ming lin and i hung out, but carissa was missing. *sighs* but........... we still hav monday. and many many more days to go out and gila ourselves. =P bwahahaha. note: 1. ming lin & portia & eric, dont leave 2. my bday *teehee* 3. tht dress in caractere, must get it, somehow *sighs* 4. studies, im serious 5. melbourneeeeeeeee =D

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once again, thanks joshua khoo for uploading this pict for me. *smiles*

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tralalala

*proofftt*

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xoxo

this is where i draw the line

here's to you. the one whom i once knew.

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.BROKEN. the broken clock is a comfort, it let's me sleep tonight, maybe it can start tomorrow from steeling all my time, i am here, still waiting though i still hav my doubts, i am damaged at the best, like you've already figured out im falling apart, im barely breathing with a broken heart, thts still beating in the pain there is healing in your name, i find meaning, so im holding on barely holding on to you, the broken locks were a warning you got inside my head, tried my best to be guarded im an open book instead i still see your reflection, inside my eyes tht are looking for purpose, tht's still looking for a life hanging on another day just to see wht, you will throw my way and im hanging on to the words you said you said tht i will, i'll be okay the broken light on the freeway, left me here alone i may hav lost my way now but i havent forgotten my way home - lifehouse [ive finally found the cd :) ] ps. - kee, get well soon. if there's anything, im here :) - abel, thanks. xoxo

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aite. this is my 2nd blog of the day. im superrr bored. just came back from tuition. but today was kinda diff, interesting. my works wasnt taught by the teacher. instead. yuin's bro [sorry, i terlupa your name again :x] taught me human bio. and i was havin wrong thoughts. i bursted out laughin when he explained wht something something contraption thing. he was like. the balls must be squeak till its fit to into the tube. and when its released. the pressure will somehow be shown, somewht like tht. bwahhahaha

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and my accounts was taught by ken loong, he couldnt teach me properly tho. cause i was interrupting him when i was interrupted by the calls from some ppl. == owel. after tht, he drove me back to the mother's office. o.0 thank youuu ;)

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hmm.. im so confused. as i said i need a change. for my hair. im thinkin of this one. can? can? tell me wht you think bout it. lol.

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anyhoo.

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just to let you all know, justin timberlake and beyonce's concert is CANCELLED. szinitcrabstick! wth... nyway. thanks kee and alfred for tht information. ;)

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xoxo- is tired

happy buttday ya'll ;)

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, LUM U JIN! ;)

3 years or frenship and still goin strong ;) thanks bro. ilu

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*smiles*

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always there for me. taught me how to face my own prob and not run from them. my brother. my fren. the monkey who's a troublemaker, yet he makes sure i dont do anything tht'll get myself into one. =P we were closer last year tho. haihh. wht to do. im not in kdu nymore. =(

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HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, DARYL SEOW! ;)

hope to see you again this hols ;)

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, RACHAEL LING! ;)

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, SARAH! ;)

have a great birthday guys. i wish you all the best of luck & in everything else. :]

tralalala

xoxo