the new hse sucks cock .

i know i shouldnt complain, but i dont like it at all . mayb cause im missing my old hse?

i hate my room, its soooo friggin small! well, just smaller compared to my old one . lol
the environment of that place's kinda nice i guess .

im guessin i wont be able to go ou all the time now, hmmpft!
unless someone spontaneously wanna drop me there . anthony? johan? adrian? ;P

and yeah, we moved in our furniture and stuff yesterday . and got scolded once again . why?
cause the whole one of the track is mainly my stuff, thts why.. geez..

but so far, its still good i guess, gotta take it easy on things .
plus, i can now call my cousins, my so-called neighbors . heh ;D

hopefully will update some picts soon .


xoxo

i almost set my hse on fire!!!

O.O

HAHAHAHAHA ;D
ive been a lil loco today, not really sure why .

anthony and christina was over at the hse, to help me pack some stuff and all .
then out of no where, i started lightin the fire and burned a few paper in the cupboard . it was a small fire locked inside the cupboard . but they both were shocked, and i was laughing O.O

then anthony quickly took the screwdriver to unlock the cupboard and i pured some water onto the fire . christina and anthony, im really, soooo sorry... ive no idea wht's gotten into me lately .

goodness , imagine if they didnt noticed how crazy i was . i might as well burned the hse down .

tsk .


xoxo

the day he died ; it was 10 months today .

i was feeling sick . couldnt sleep yet again, and i figured...
there must've been something that has happened once today .

the day he left us, the day he went away . it was 10 months today .



i miss you still , i swear i still do



the time he left us was at 10:38am . i wasnt there with him, thts what sucked most .
by the time i went there, i was too late . he left .

the night before, i thought he'll be fine . he awoke from coma, he seemed fine .
we talked, we laughed, just like old times .

and before it was time for me to get back home...
he told me, he'll always be there to protect me . he whispered something i never thought he'll ever said .
" i love you, and will always be there for you, like always "


i cried .


every day i wait, every time i pray, im missing you .

i cant wait to see your smile again .


xoxo

oh shit..!

a few moment ago, i vomited blood .
gosh, the last time i vomited blood was in skool, and nicky saw the blood :x
so far, ive vomited blood twice this year .



imma die soon ><


xoxo

nicky said...

-Nick-- ™©®ツ nickyy.myminicity.com/ says:
When fatties have sex...

1) You would hear a bed break and then followed by a fire engine siren.

2) They would scream taco bell, macdonalds or KFC to refer as sexual positions.

3) If you work at a furniture company, you would see fatties buy a new bed every week on monday.

4) A female fatty would view the male private part as a piece of hotdog or sausage.

5) They don't use condoms, they use garbage bags.

BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ;D


xoxo

i still love you, i swear i still do

FAR AWAY - NICKELBACK

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know


I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go




xoxo

someday, somehow

im gonna make it all right, but not right now .
















xoxo

i'll never forget what you've done for me

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!! ;D

to...

Ashleigh Tan ;D

she's a sweetheart who fills ppl's heart with sugar ;D heh

she used to console me . and sayin stuff like 'life's never easy, but we've gotta live it up to the fullest'

she's one of the prettiest fren i know . heh ;D

someone awesome, who used to help/ teach me with my cheerleading + she throws in some extra cool moves ;D

she've been there for me always, back in the days when i was a naive lil girl . lol
now she's in London, and i hardly ever get to see her at all now .
once in awhile, will only she pop into msn . tsk .
i missssh her hugs *sobs*


xoxo

just incase i forgot

to blog bout your bday [4/4/92], haha

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, AARON SHIN ;D

thts aaron far back at the corner [left] and darren the poser on the right ;P

aaron, shaun and darren ;D

and yesh.. i still owe you, your double banana, vanillla ice cream / sundae with chocolate chips and extra whip cream . gosh .
but i cant wait for you to try out the mini skirt you got for your bday present! ;p heh
btw, i did not buy him that . lol


xoxo

the day he died , i lost my soul

if only he knew how much i need him by my side .
if only he knew how i want him to stay .
if only he knew, that i didnt want him to leave .
if only he knew how much i love him . i miss him .


okies, today might be the last day for me to blog till i get a new internet connection or something . cause on sat or sun, is the day where i'll be moving out to a new hse . so it might take some time . unless i get to go starbucks ;D

tbh, im not suprised, i just dont like the fact that i wont be able to go ou everyday now . pffst . or at least the fact, that im not living anywhere near ou . hmmpfft!

owels, life's never easy, it just sucks more every single day .

anyway, happy 20th birthday to my cousins . yeng jeje, alik korr, and nam kor .

and definitely happy birthday to RUSSELL YENG ;D and yesh, i know that you know that i know bout that too . haha

hmmmmmm...

ujin ; the beloved fren and russell ; in the suit xD

he loves coffee bean, no? haha

keefe on the left, and russell on the right ;D

lmao

russell and ujin, my beloved korr .



xoxo