the day he died ; it was 10 months today .

i was feeling sick . couldnt sleep yet again, and i figured...
there must've been something that has happened once today .

the day he left us, the day he went away . it was 10 months today .



i miss you still , i swear i still do



the time he left us was at 10:38am . i wasnt there with him, thts what sucked most .
by the time i went there, i was too late . he left .

the night before, i thought he'll be fine . he awoke from coma, he seemed fine .
we talked, we laughed, just like old times .

and before it was time for me to get back home...
he told me, he'll always be there to protect me . he whispered something i never thought he'll ever said .
" i love you, and will always be there for you, like always "


i cried .


every day i wait, every time i pray, im missing you .

i cant wait to see your smile again .


xoxo