Saturday, April 5, 2008

i still love you, i swear i still do

FAR AWAY - NICKELBACK

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know


[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know


I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go




xoxo

someday, somehow

im gonna make it all right, but not right now .
















xoxo

Friday, April 4, 2008

i'll never forget what you've done for me

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!! ;D

to...

Ashleigh Tan ;D

she's a sweetheart who fills ppl's heart with sugar ;D heh

she used to console me . and sayin stuff like 'life's never easy, but we've gotta live it up to the fullest'

she's one of the prettiest fren i know . heh ;D

someone awesome, who used to help/ teach me with my cheerleading + she throws in some extra cool moves ;D

she've been there for me always, back in the days when i was a naive lil girl . lol
now she's in London, and i hardly ever get to see her at all now .
once in awhile, will only she pop into msn . tsk .
i missssh her hugs *sobs*



xoxo

just incase i forgot

to blog bout your bday [4/4/92], haha

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, AARON SHIN ;D

thts aaron far back at the corner [left] and darren the poser on the right ;P

aaron, shaun and darren ;D

and yesh.. i still owe you, your double banana, vanillla ice cream / sundae with chocolate chips and extra whip cream . gosh .
but i cant wait for you to try out the mini skirt you got for your bday present! ;p heh
btw, i did not buy him that . lol



xoxo

Thursday, April 3, 2008

the day he died , i lost my soul

if only he knew how much i need him by my side .
if only he knew how i want him to stay .
if only he knew, that i didnt want him to leave .
if only he knew how much i love him . i miss him .


okies, today might be the last day for me to blog till i get a new internet connection or something . cause on sat or sun, is the day where i'll be moving out to a new hse . so it might take some time . unless i get to go starbucks ;D

tbh, im not suprised, i just dont like the fact that i wont be able to go ou everyday now . pffst . or at least the fact, that im not living anywhere near ou . hmmpfft!

owels, life's never easy, it just sucks more every single day .

anyway, happy 20th birthday to my cousins . yeng jeje, alik korr, and nam kor .

and definitely happy birthday to RUSSELL YENG ;D and yesh, i know that you know that i know bout that too . haha

hmmmmmm...

ujin ; the beloved fren and russell ; in the suit xD

he loves coffee bean, no? haha

keefe on the left, and russell on the right ;D

lmao

russell and ujin, my beloved korr .




xoxo

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

" sex " what other word do you call it?


BWAHAHAHAHAHA ;D

- click on the image if isnt clear enough -



xoxo

got tagged .

urmm.. i feel like ive done this tag b4 tho, but owelss..

5 things found in my bag
* phone .
* wallet .
* lip gloss .
* eye liner .
* ciggies .

5 things found in my wallet
* money . (msia & thai) xD
* cards & more cards .
* receipts .
* heart shaped paper clip .
* chewing gum .

5 favourite things in my room
* mah oh so soft, oh so huge, bed . heh
* laptop .
* books .
* cd collection .
* pilloooowsss ;D

5 things I'm currently into
* incubussss . always and forever .
* paper stars, lol .
* triple-venti-hot-caramel-latte ;D [ i wouldnt mind 4 or more shots either ]
* a heart divided . awesome book ;)
* er... stuff xD

List out the top 5 presents you wish for
* ipod nano .
* new speakers .
* new phone .
* chocolate fountain xD
* new acoustic guitar .

The person who tagged you is
my fuck bunnie [ abel ]

Your 5 impressions of him/her:
* caring / lovable .
* fun . and funny .
* dumb . he's an idiot . he does stupid things .
* my protection . he takes care of me ;D
* hornaaayy ;P

If he/she becomes your lover, you will
he's already mine . hahahaha *winks*


If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
that'll never happen .

1. What colour pants are you wearing now?
purrrpleee & and well, a lil of white too .

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired girls?
umm , well , i dont think i care bout the color of other ppl`s hair .

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
yeshhh . and yesh . tht'll be marcus .

4. Do you have a best friend?
more like best frens ;D

5. Who was the last person you hugged?
my dearest yuin ;D

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes .

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
ewwww... nyuuuuu waaay !

8. Do you like your life?
no , i hate it . but there's nothing i can do bout it either .

9. Do you shop at Hollister?
umm, nyuuuu .

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a girlfriend from you?
i wouldnt care .

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
yessssh . hahaha, and it was fun !

12.Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
boyss of course . i dont really get along with much girls . beh

13. How long have you had MySpace?
never had one .

14. Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
yeah , back in the days b4 i got expelled .

15. What are your biggest fears?
nothing in mind atm .

16. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
yea .

17. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
most of the time .

18. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yupyuppyuppp .

19. Do you believe in the saying, "Once a cheater, always a cheater"?
now, i do .

20. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
not really . nothing good has ever happen to me .

21. Do you ever wish you were famous?
nopee .

22. Are you currently missing someone?
every minute of my every day .

23. Please tag 5 people:
* yuin
* jackie
* vinnie
* min hui
* stephiie


xoxo

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

you're all i see .

as it should, why didnt i let it happen?
what am i supposed to do?
love me , leave now .
now that i know, its you . - airwave remix by tiesto












xoxo

._______.

i was busy packing . but finally took some time off to rest . checked my phone and there was a missed call from chloe . so i smsed her to see if there was anything she wanted .

few moment later . my phone rang and...


chloe : *crying*
me : hey girl, are you okay?
chloe : *sobs* abbiieeee *sobs*
me : whats wrong hunn? anything bad happened?
chloe : yeah, something horrible happened .
me : what happened then?
chloe : *loud crying* [ for a min or two ]
me : calm down . wanna talk bout it?
chloe : i guess .
me : okie, so what happened?
chloe : someone i love sooo much just passed away .
me : oh my condolences hunn .
chloe : it sucks soo much ....
me : life's never easy, calm down okay .
chloe : *more crying*
me: is there anything i can do for you now?
chloe : yea .
me : what issit?
chloe : just hear me cry
me : oh okay . erm, im sorry for asking this . but who passed away?
chloe : someone dear to me . my..... my.....
me : your?
chloe : my....... *sobs*
me : okay, dont tell me .
chloe : my neighbor's dog died .
me : eh?
chloe : HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
me : whatthefucknuggetwasthatfor?
chloe : HAPPY APRIL FOOLS darl


.___________.


chloe's [fake] cryin really got me .




xoxo

happy APRIL fools ;p

hahahahahaa *winks*
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS PPL!!


lovelies
, im so sorry bout last night's pranks / jokes / whatever .
so far, ive not been fool, but ive definitely fooled bout 20+ ppl adi ;P heh .

plus, nicky was fooled 5 friggin times by me . Lol...
and voonie, im sooooo sorry that i got you pissed, didnt knew you'd take it that prank seriously . but im grateful to have a bestfren like you ;D


xoxo