he`s always there to warm my heart <3

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
if u die( which u wont ) i think i will be very lost in this world

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
i will definitely feel like ive lost so many things

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
i know that from then on theres not gonna be any sweet girl to talk to me when im down or call me at night just to see how im doing

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
its hard to say exactly what i would feel, because ive never imagined u dying before

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
and i dont want to

- アビーღ screaming in my mind , shattering my heart says:
how much do you love me ?

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
this much

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
get it ?? get it??

- アビーღ screaming in my mind , shattering my heart says:
not really .

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
i didnt put how much

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
because

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
my love for u cannot be put in numbers

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
or cannot be defined

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
it is just there

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
u know i love u with my life

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
but we do not speak of it

"Adan Chin ™'[Point .7]' You Have No Idea How Much This Hurts.. says:
because u know i love u


chin voon hung .
my darlin voonie, my teddy bear, my darlin sweetheart <3
i love you beyond words . dont ever forget that .
i know i dont get to see you much anymore .
but every moment when im with you, i make every second count cause i miss you.
youre my sweetest bestfren, and i'll my best not to fail you .



xoxo

insomnia sucks

sometimes
i have these brain
malfunctions

i think
im kinda normal

but then i
remember i havent
had enough sleep

let me die . another day or 2 i might faint . wtf ..



xoxo

marcus said ..

i was born to party
&&
i was forced to study


LoL

xoxo

you . left . me

sean , i need you .

xoxo

which is better ?

natasha bedingfields`s original song track ..

or ..

this acoustic version by some guy ? lol



xoxo

should have known it all before

fuck the world . fuck life .

there is no one
who understands
no one to save me


gone forever
never back again
the blackness found me


Hatred holds me now
should have known it all before

xoxo

drown

by Three Days Grace

Good morning day
Sorry I’m not there
But all my favourite friends
Vanished in the air
It’s hard to fly when you can’t even run
Once I had the world, but now I’ve got no one


If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction


And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I drown … drown


Good morning day
Sorry you’re not here
All those times before
We’re never this unclear
It’s hard to walk when you can’t even crawl
Once I had this world, but now I’ve lost it all


If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I drown


Rolling faster than I’m breathing
Drown
Rolling faster than I’m breathing
Drown
Rolling faster than I’m breathing


If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to hold me down
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
If I needed someone to control me
If I needed someone to push me around
I would change my direction
And save myself before I
(Save myself before I drown, save myself before I drown, save myself before I drown)



xoxo

im dyin to have them !

any of you interested in online shopping ?

this recent link i checked on has great stuff in it .
here`s a few of them . heh . i love ...

i love these 4 sunglasses the most ;D

pebble necklace mp3

browse for more at blingaholic ;D


geez, i cant order anything yet .
just used up most of my cash on clothes and starbucks .
owel .. soon, maybe .
i just hope i have enough money to buy / i still have the chance to buy them .



xoxo
- i need to start saving money .

darlin` sweetie pie

... is BACK !! heh


much loves,
bie

hey people .

im sorry for bein away for way too long .

anyway, im -kinda- back atm . not sure what'll happen next .
ive gotta study most of the time too, tho .
been goin out less .. much lesser ..
why ? damn exams is along the way . and i wanna ace them .

a side that, happy belated birthday to ...
dear nick, voonie, denden, steph, yee ning, and yun xiin .
i think that`s all, right ? :/

and yeah, almost forgot . i might, change to a new blog soon . not sure why, just felt like it . thts all . heh



R.I.P
BEN LAW PEI WENN
11 . 06 . 08
you were a great fren to me .
i`ll always rmbr you .
and memories of you will be forever more, with me .


xoxo