happy birthday, you ultimate poser xD

finally 16
and i still have a few more of your picts lingering ard in my files . HAHA


someone who's in love, way too much with himself . jkjk
he's the ultimate poserr that i know .
always finding himself in front of the cam . tsk .
and and most of all . the evil buddie xD and also known as, the horny one who watches porn day and night . BWAHAHAHA

take care yo . and good luck in everything .


xoxo

blind

by Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go


xoxo

just so you know...

i might not be able to come online as much as before .

due to ...
i'll be stayin at the new hse today . and so ... there isnt any connection there yet . and mom's been busy .

fuck . i miss ou adi .

and and of course, my lovely soon-to-be previous neighbors . jordon, aaron & nicholas . great .. er .. ppl . lol

gah, i desperately want a car!! but i aint sure how to drive .. yet
someday soon, i hope, i wish, i want . heh ;D


xoxo

O.M.G

i really hope i get into college soon, mom's kinda pissed .

so, since ive dropped my business studies for now *sobs*
ive decided to take up bm for my extra credit . hmmm...

i dont even think i'll actually study much at all, im just havin fun along the way .
but i'll have to take the o level exams this nov...
for my...
1. history ;D
2. english
3. economics
4. b.melayu

and and... maths next year during may .

i suck at maths, therefore, since im slow at it, there isnt any time for me to finish up my maths till feb . so yeah .

im tryin to study as much as i can .
if i manage to ;P
nyways, im goin to taylors this friday ;D
to check on some stuff... and im hopin to see my darlin' shevie, jackie, daniel, minern, and the rest .


xoxo

LOVE is...

but according to katherine

LOVE: The irresistable desire to be irresistibly desired


xoxo

jason wade , his voice is amazing!

jason wade

he's an awesome guitarist

the lead vocalist

he's got the crowd goin, lol..

an awesome song writer

yesh, he plays the keyboard too ;P




their recent album ;D


his voice is addictive :D :D



LIFEHOUSE


xoxo

everything ; te quiero <3

Find me here , and speak to me
I want to feel you , I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me
To the place where I find peace again

You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose , you're everything

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me , how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands , you won't let me fall
You steal my heart when you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me , how could it be any better than this?
and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me , how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want , you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want , you're all I need
You're everything, everything

You're all I want , you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want , you're all I need
Everything, everything

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me , how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me , how could it be any better than this?



xoxo

first time

by Lifehouse

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Looking at you, holding my breath,
For once in my life, I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance, letting you inside.

Feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she [he] says
For the first time
Maybe I'm wrong,
But I'm feeling right where I belong
With you tonight
Like being in love
To feel for the first time

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you,
holding my breath,
For once in my life, I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance, Letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that's under my skin
Like being in love, she [he] says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that's under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time


xoxo

take me away

by Lifehouse

this time all I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burned me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away

I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away , take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away , take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let me stay here alone
this time all I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place

I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away , take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
take me away , take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away


xoxo

imma failure

_|_ fuck .
imma failure .
imma big disappointment .
im depressed, mayb keeeweii's right .
i might be depressed to an extent or so, too .


i hate life

i smile on the outside , while im dying on the inside


xoxo