black and blue beats my heart

this poem is for you, korr <3

i need to get out,
this place makes me sick .
hopeless, empty and worthless .

i cant .
i cannot stay here .

of where the words hit,
like boxing gloves filled with thick fists .
merciless, heavy, fists .
black and blue beats my heart .

i cant stay here .
i dont want to .
i hope, i wont have to stay .
not even at all .

my heart swells with black,
bile poison from tongue of my warden .
poison carefully concocted artfully laced,
hatefully administered,
its strength never expires .

i cant stay here .
i cant .
and i wont .


* p.s. , this has gotta be my worst poem .

xoxo