Friday, September 12, 2008

forever dying on the inside



i am alone and forever lost
i wonder what it is to go comotrose
i hear the voices calling from far away
i see a coffin lying empty in my future grave
i want to be left alone in this place of misery
i am alone and forever lost


i pretend to be happy almost every day
i feel a loss of reality and everything turning grey
i touch nothing as everything feels so far away
i worry that my worst fear shall soon be confirmed
i cry when she is not by my side
i am alone and forever lost


i understand that i am not like you
i say that it doesnt matter and why should i care ?
i dream that my love is no longer here
i try not to notice your unblinking stares
i hope that one ay you shall all see just what you drove me to be
i am alone and forever lost




xoxo

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