ohmygoodness! PARAMORE!

the cover of Paramore's album ;D ive finally got my hands on PARAMORE's album!! *jumps for joy like a lunatic* its been months searching for it, and finally!! the story : walked in a random store ' Victoria Music Center ' , where i can see no more than 5 people in it . all of them were wearing head sets. sitting on the floor and listening to what ever music they're interested. walked a couple more rounds around the store, and BAAMN! the album's just right in front of me! WOOOOOOOTS! believe me, its not easy to find paramore's album, you can ask jinnikins bout that. lol and... yay! jinnikins' coming over my hse tmr again, hopefully, she might help me clean my rooooooooom. hahaha, lol . i dont thinks messy at all, its an art . HAHAHA or she might rest on my bed again, she hasnt been feeling too well this few weeks :( well, feel better soon hunney ;D xoxo

snowblind ; system of a down

[Originally sung by Black Sabbath] What you get and what you see Things that don't come easily Feeling happy in my vein Icicles within my brain (cocain) Something blowing in my head Winter's ice, it soon will spread Death would freeze my very soul Makes me happy, makes me cold (cocain) My eyes are blind but I can see The snowflakes glisten on the tree The sun no longer sets me free I feel there's no place freezing me Let the winter sun shine on Let me feel the frost of dawn Fill my dreams with flakes of snow Soon I'll feel the chilling glow Don't you think I know what I'm doing Don't tell me that it's doing me wrong You're the one who's really a loser This is where I feel I belong Crystal world with winter flowers Turns my day to frozen hours Lying snowblind in the sun Will my ice age ever come? reckless dark desires , xoxo

blue ; system of a down

I, wishing and wishing away as you go I, wishing and wishing away as you go I don't see nothing but pain and misery Cause you are the one for me Why can't it all be true Can I escape with my blue fallen reverie Why can't it all be true Why can't it all be true I, wishing and wishing away as you go I, wishing and wishing away as you go Suddenly I believe Your were the one for me Graciously you go through My closed heart's artery Can I escape with my blue fallen reverie Why can't it all be true Why can't it all be true I've been wishing away as you I've been wishing away as you I've been wishing away as you go I don't see nothing but pain and misery Cause you are the one for me Why can't it all be true Can I escape with my blue fallen reverie Why can't it all be true Why can't it all be true Wishing and wishing away as you go Wishing and wishing away as you go Wishing and wishing away as you go Wishing and wishing away as you go Wishing and wishing away as you go Wishing and wishing away as you go As you go As you go As you go xoxo

im bored, so here's a survey

001. Real name: Abbie Lyann Joseph 002. Nickname: bie. abbay. abbey . AJ . honeybee (only Pablo can call me this, lol) & abbay fabby wabby ( only, i repeat, only Jinnikins may call me this ) & a²rlj (Katherine ;D ) 003. Married: nope . 004. Zodiac sign: Aquarius . 005. Male or female: wht you think? 006. Race: Eurasion 007. High school: GARC 008. College: hopefully William Angliss' in Melbourne x) oh wait.. im not goin to melbourne anymore 009. Interest: music . art & dance 010. Short/long hair: its in between , lol . 011. Favorite music genre: rock xD 012. Favorite place to be: one utama 013. Colour: purrrrple ;D 014. Drinks / Food: alcoholic . thai, korean & mexican food . 015. Are you a health freak: yesh, burgers are healthy . 016. Height: dunno x) 017 . Do you have a crush on someone: mayb xD 018. Do you like yourself: hardly do . 019. Piercings: four *damn, i want more!* 020. Tattoos: not yet ;D 021. Righty or lefty: righty . FIRSTS : 022. First surgery: when i was 9 :S 023. First piercing(s): my ears . 024. First best friend: i dont wanna name her . 025. First award: cant rmbr... 026. First sport you joined: gymnastic 027. First pet: stinky and rascal ( awh, i miss them ) 028. First vacation: er... cant rmbr 029. First concert: too many to rmbr xD 030. First crush: he's name is Sean Wong CURRENTLY : 031. - 048. is missing xD 049. Eating: gummi bears . hehe 050. Drinking: kicKAPOO ;P 052. I'm about to: scream YOUR FUTURE : 053. - 057. is missing too . 058. Want kids: yeah . 059. Want to get married: sure . 060. Careers in mind: *blank ; cricket sounds* wait, marketing i guess? 061. - 067. is missing, yet again WHICH ONE IS BETTER: 068. Lips or eyes: lips ;P 069. Hugs or kisses: hugs AND kisses ;D 070. Shorter or taller: taller . duhh 071. Sun or rain: rain 072. Romantic or spontaneous: both . 073. Nice stomach or nice arm: abs x) 074. Sensitive or loud: a lil bit of both . 075. Hook-up or relationship: relationship . 076. Black or white: def black 077. Trouble maker or hesitant: i dun nyuuuu . HAVE YOU EVER : 078. Kissed a stranger? : erm, maybe :S :S 079. Drank bubbles: haha, yesh, when i was still very much younger . silly me . 080. Lost glasses/contacts: didnt lose them, someone broke it . *points at Jason* 081. Ran away from home: thought of it . 082. Liked someone younger: nyuuuu waay! 083. Liked someone older: state the obvious, much? 084. Broken someone's heart: nahh.. 085. Been arrested: would love to, just for the fun of it 086. Turned someone down: hmmmm... 087. Cried when someone died: when he died . 088. Liked a friend: oh yesh DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 089. Yourself: not much at all . 090. Miracles : not sure . 091. Love at first sight: once upon a time . 092. Heaven: have you seen one? 093. Santa claus: ppssfftt! neverrrrr 094. Sex on a first date: *drools* lmao 095. Gay Marriages: ermm..? 096. Angels: kinda . ANSWER TRUTHFULLY : 097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? : MARCUS! so that i can slap the hell outta him! but hug him first 098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time? : oppsie 099. Do you believe in God? : should i? 100. tag 5 people. i. whoever ii. feel like doing iii. or want iv. to do this v. survey xoxo

Something I Can Never Have by Nine Inch Nails

I still recall the taste of your tears. Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore. [Chorus:] You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. And I'm starting to scare myself. You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I just want something. I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now. This thing is slowly taking me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart. Come on tell me You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. And I'm starting to scare myself. You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I just want something. I just want something I can never have In this place it seems like such a shame. Though it all looks different now, I know it's still the same Everywhere I look you're all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. Come on tell me You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. And I'm starting to scare myself. You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I just want something. I just want something I can never have I just want something I can never have xoxo

Happy Valentine's Day!

hehe ;D have a lovely valentine!

The ever popular rose is still the nation's favourite flower to give on February the 14th. Dark red roses with thorns are the pinnacle of Valentine's roses. The deep colour suggests a deep love, while the thorns serve as a reminder that love and happiness can follow from suffering. The red rose also has associations with Venus, the Roman goddess of love, and as such has further bound the flower to symbolising ultimate romance. While red roses convey passion and a deep connection, you could also send yellow roses; another emblem for love. White roses symbolise innocence, and could be a charming gift for a burgeoning romance. Pink roses are also a good choice for a new relationship. They convey happiness with the relationship, but none of the pressure associated with the depth of feeling expressed through red roses.

and... happy valentine's day, David ;p thanks so much for the bouquet of pink and white roses ;D xoxo

this is interesting... dont you think so?

i love guitars and always have ;D but ive stopped playin mine for months now, been busy lately . gah, gotta start playing and mayb, get back into classes? lol got this from keee, thanks bro ;D and i got this from the related section lmao! check this out! didnt like the beginnin tho, but the rest is.. wow? lol.. xoxo

interior design...

for my future bedroom & bathroom . you know it, im thinkin... purple, lavender, maroon, black , white and blue . the usual favourite colors, for the wall and such. bedroom : black, maroon and lavender bathroom : blue / purple and white here's a few pictures. pls let me know what you think of it . and which you like best. Bathroom A Bathroom B which do you like best? Bedroom A i like this the most . and obviously the rose poster at the back, on the wall . well alike me? lol Bedroom B Bedroom C Studyroom, this will probably be in my room i suppose . just the table and side fitting for books? xoxo

im back!! anyone missed me? :p

hunnies, im so sorry for not coming online for bout more less than 2 WEEKS!! reasons : 1. banned from internet *figured, said Hazy* lol 2. been goin out, alot :D 3. busy cleaning / packing up the house 4. hailat internet got cut down 5. wasnt anywhere near the laptop hope you all have had an awesome CNY? yes, no? owels... i did, partly . slightly different this year . why? 1. i, myself, friggindaughterofalldevils kept on losing money on gambling . kept on giving others the luck of winning money .___. 2. didnt visit ppl's castle to collect ang paus 3. didnt went back hometown 4. did not, i repeat, DID NOT collect loads/ more amount of ang paus . therefore, there wasnt much . im serious 5. i felt sick. enough said. my birthday, thanks so much for the wishes and pressies :D thanks Katherine, i love the earrings Jie Ling, for the giant chocolate bars! antony, for the cake etc... the rest, no pressies, but your wishes meant alot!

its the thought that counts ;D

U-jin, Hazy, Jin Yin, Carissa, Kai Woon, Abigail, Katherine, Azree, Christopher, Mika, David, Vinnie, Aubrie, Stephen, Ryan, etc.. THANKS SO MUCH!! *hugs* Mika, my darl who's in hawaii, thanks for your msgs . never thought you'd rmbred!! i miss you :) and i miss Marcus, terribly *sobs* fuck! te estrano, ... ? how long havent we talked? im sorry for my misunderstanding . my partner in crime, the sweetness in disguises, heaven or hell, i friggin miss/ hate you . OH! ive got design ideas for my future room / house, will post some pictures sometime soon kies? and... HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, AUBRIE!! all the best wishes in everything you do! xoxo

infiltrating inquisition

"It's a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face, oh Will my true love ever be? Why would I go on a search again When I know what the end will be What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?" -Stacie Orrico xoxo