FUCKING CIBAI POLICEMEN!!!!!

this has gotta be one of the worst day of my life!!!! i fucking hate all the cibai sohai bastards and my useless father!!! this would be the first time being experienced for being in a fucking jail!!! i seriously did nothing!! no drugs no nothing no whatsoever!! long story short.. when i walked out from a dvd shop, some rempits and lala chais came running towards my directions and pushed me down . the sohai policemen chasing after them has mistaken me as one of them!! blind issit?!!! kanasai!! i dont fucking give a shit, i wanna sue those cibais!!! i was put against the fucking car and i was fucking handcuffed!!! fucks i tell you . i seriously couldnt believe what was happening to me then, i kept thinking that i was having a terrible nightmare . hell, i was then sent to damansara police station .

called my father for help, mahai that asshole is in pangkor having fun! what the fucking shit was that?!!! i promised myself, never will i call my father in the hopes that he'll ever be there for me! in the end, called my cousin Anthony to help me . never in my 16 years of life was i scared like hell . i had no friggin idea what was goin on and i was fucking scared like shit! they had my urine tested . they had me questioned . alot of fucking shit happened!!! i can still rmbr myself cryin when i was behind bars, facing those fucking grey unpainted walls . and before Anthony managed to bring me out from there, he had to go through a slight prob cause he's not my father nor guardian, and i didnt have my fucking ic with me!!

you know what, i dont wanna rmbr this fucking night anymore! i spent countless hours in there and i hate it!! i really feel like murdering those fucking sohais!!

xoxo

taste the blood of my tears ; he's waiting for that day i stab myself

listening to:
Just A Car Crash Away by Marilyn Manson

ive been away for awhile..
so okay, im back blogging .
not sure why i even bother having a blog


anyways, please ignore the previous post my fren Portia blogged bout
she was just dramatically angry at that moment
( but hunn, thank you so much for bein my shoulder to cry on )
besides, behind every bitch is a guy who made her that way
and that goes for me..


thanks a bunch for being there for me :
vivian, for every friggin moment that has happened . through thick and thin, even from the beginning .
steph, im real sorry that i got you really worried and that i didnt inform you of anything that has been goin on lately . im sorry .
and anyone else who's been there too .


sammy and vinnie, i'll do your tags when im free kay?

xxx

sleepless nights .

listening to :
Me Vs. Maradona Vs. Elvis by Brand New

Come to sleep
to dream
with me
The fire light
glows see
The flicker
flame
that dances near
Looks on to us
With piercing ear
shadows rise and fall in trance
The music plays and on we dance


.


been having sleepless nights, for 4 days .
my gawd .
i literally died when i come home from skewl .
but that only lasted for less than 5 hours .
and now im fully awake .
pfft !

xoxo

religion is bullshit !!

listening to :

The Staunton Link by Lemon Jelly

fuck yeah . i totally agree with George Carlin ;]


PLS NOTE : im sorry to all Christians .
if you do not, i repeat, DO NOT want to watch or listen to the fact that religion is bullshit .
by all means, dont click play !





OH ! not forgetting . THE 10 COMMANDMENTS .





HAHAHAHA ! xD





xoxo

im sooo in love

i'll make sure that one day when and if i get my car .
imma tune my car all over with these bars .
plus, if i were ever to have an accident .
i would most likely to be in a safer position .
Lol ..

xoxo

LOVE is gone

by David Guetta and Chris Willis



Lol ..


OH ! before i forget ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZREE !!
have a great 18th bday ;p




xoxo

here are the pictures i promised

omgg, the pictures are taking forever to be uploaded !!
( do excuse all the retarded pictures of me )
anyways .. da, yeng jeje, here's what you guys missed . lol


"the big day" 13.09.2008

yeah, i wasnt even invited to this .
ANYWAYS ..
the private wedding was held at the DUCK KING restaurant

its the first time that we kids do all the arrangement while the adults chill .

soon after ..
the wedding ceremony started .. etc etc ..

well, i'll let the pictures do the talking . lazy ...

someone in blue soik sendiri ;p
























*see callie's red face* hehehe



first, callie drank the wine all at one shot :O tsk ..
then her face turned red, everyone noticed ..
so .. she wasn't allowed to drink then
BUT


jengjengjeng
oh dear ;p

THE END

xoxo